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2008-04-20T20:17:00.003+08:00

I Love Pam :D

....... And she loves me too :)

2007-10-20T11:57:00.000+08:00

Hey all.... I'm back... Yes... I know... like so finally. School has started already and it's really hectic... My first project presentation is like this coming thurs and I have so many more things to do, presentations, shoots and so much more things... But hopefully I can pull through it and graduate at the end of my semester in 2008. Can't believe it, 2007 is coming to an end... Haiz... how time flies.

Anyway, as promised I'm going to post pictures up... As you all know, I got my driving license too... Been driving around and standing in since my sister got married... So yah, been a good experience zooming around in the car. Then I also went to Malaysia for a week to attend the wedding ceremony over there... My Bro-In-Law is a Malaysian you see, so it's only right to go there and have a dinner with his parents.. So here are some pics which I took while I'm there ... This is my hotel room in Ipoh...

The Room

This is the bathroom

The view outside

Nice right... and guess what... they onli consider this as a 3-star hotel... Can't believe a 3-star can be this kinda standard... Then I went to climb this mountain in Ipoh called Gua Tempurung, which has all this natural stone formations... It's quite dark, so I only managed to take a few pics...

This is the mountain outside...

Me outside the entrance

Inside the cave

This is one of the formation... A tiger's head...

Then I drank one of the weirdest beer I've heard... Coconut beer.

It taste like any beer out there with the gas and stuff, except this one is really sweet cause it's made from coconut juice... Don't know if S'pore has this, but from what I've heard it's quite rare over here... and it has really cooling properties(ie: to remove the "heat" from a person who is deemed heaty in TCM)

Then I also saw this two really cute puppies in a pet shop, they are really tiny and cute, except that I can't bring them back here, if not I would have... here they are... Aren't they cute??

Then my bro sponsored me for a make-over in Malaysia... So here are some of the pics... It's really cheap... It's like RM 68 for 6 pictures, with hair, make-up and a cd with all the pics.

And guess what... I've finally gotten my dream guitar when I came back to S'pore... My Fender... WooHoo.... it's a 60th Anniversary Stratocaster.... I had wanted to get one in KL when I was there, but it was too much of a hassle with the tax and whatever... But when I came back, I saw a ad that is selling it... So here I tested the guitar and I love it... Here it is... My new Fender...

The Headstock

The body

It's much more twangy then my Squier... but it really brings out the unique thing about Strats... The twang... Woo... Not to mention, Darling baby got all my friends together to get me a delay pedal... Thanks Darling.... Not to mention, it's 7 months together...

Yeah... Let's continue to make God the centre of our lives k... Love you. Heh heh, I know, its a long post and I'm getting very long-winded... Alright I shall go now.... Will be back soon when I'm free....

2007-09-19T16:20:00.000+08:00

Hey all, I'm finally back!!! Finally, ended my attachment period. But still so busy working free-lance with the department. It was a great experience. Lots of things happened this period, my surprise birthday party(organised by my baby), my new delay pedal which is my present from all my friends, my new distortion pedal which I got for myself, played at the Shine Jesus Shine rally at Novena, my 6th months anniversary with baby and soon it will come to a year... Yeah..!!

And hopefully, I can get my Fender for christmas this year... Cause it's no longer just a dream but a dream that is slowly coming true!! But... today, my connection is very slow, so i shall post photos slowly one by one... Like that then got more things to blog la.... Alright, see ya guys ard....

2007-06-24T11:07:00.000+08:00

Hi all, yes... I'm back.... Yup, I know I know, I've been gone for awhile. So I have decided to come back and write something before the spiders make a home out of my blog. Anyway, it's been quite a busy time for me. Attachment is really tiring and by the time I get home I'm already so tired. But yah, it been a really great learning experience. I also finally bought my acoustic guitar. I so love the sound of it. Solid top, mahogany backs and sides, bone nuts, FMI saddle, Gator semi-hard case and a K&K pickup, all at a great price.

I guess I really have to thank God for all this. Ok, look at it this way, sold off my previous acoustic, got no $$ to buy a new one. Until four years on. Four years later shop around and can't find a suitable one. Went online one day, someone got a free new guitar through God's grace too, sells his old one so that he can fund a church building project. I saw the guitar, love the sound of it and decides to buy it. Ain't it weird how God works? I've been shopping for so long and praying for a guitar. And when I finally found one, the money that I paid goes into a great cause. How amazing can this get. Praise the Lord.... Anyway, here is a picture of my guitar. It's a Yamaha FG730s with all the specs as above.

I've also took part in the Code Red competition on Ch 8. Didn't win the top price, but I managed to win $50 hehe... Ah wells, it's all in the fun of it. But it quite paiseh to appear on Tv like that... Haha. Interested to find out more then watch the fifth episode of it. Heh.

Meeting Van and A.Chua for lunch before going back to edit the trailers later on. Hope I can finish everything and start on the next episode soon. Wish me all the best!!
Darling went to Hong Kong this morning for a holiday with her family and will only be back on Wed morning. I'm going to miss her.... But ah wells, she be back soon. So meantime, it's back to work for me.... Cya guys around....

2007-03-23T20:50:00.001+08:00

Started my attachment at Mediacorp already... I got my own access card and own mediacorp mail... woo.. Anyway, I'm with Ch U doing On-Air Promotion, trailers and stuff. Currently learning how to do admin stuff that is related to the tapes used. Hope I get to edit something on my own... Its really a great experience working there now, meeting new people and learning something everyday.

Anyway, Good friday is coming up. This year's Lent is so different as I had a really close encounter with God during the CC4 camp that it seems much more meaningful for me this year. And abstaining meat on Fri seems so much more important now as compared to previous years. All I can say now is that God is so wonderful... Praise the Lord Amen.

Oh and by the way, I might not be the best guy around but hopefully, I'm not disappointing you. But I hope to be the best for you... Love you. *Hugs*

2007-03-07T10:02:00.000+08:00

She said yes... Nope not marriage proposal. The earlier question.
No doubt it was earlier than what we had expected. But nonetheless, she said Yes...
This feeling of loving someone is just great.
Hopefully with the guidance of God... We will be on a journey which He wills.

Love is wonderful...

2007-02-28T11:15:00.001+08:00

Just noticed its been a while since I last blogged. I was quite busy during the CNY period and now that its almost over. It's almost time to start my attachment. But before that currently I'm working for the Danceworks competition(anti-drug abuse dance competition not dancefloor) So which explains why I have been unable to blog.

Well, life has been good so far, all the things seems to be falling in place. God, Financial, Family, Love and many other things. Especially during this year's Lent, I seem to be reflecting more with the Spiritual input during MM meeting as well as the sacrifices that is required during this period. All the more that made this year's Lent meaningful.

I was reading the papers just now and I saw this article that reports that in a elementary school in the US saw a miracle took place. Mother Mary's outline appeared at the base of a normal baking tray that is used to bake cakes and muffins for the children. Which I find is definitely a miracle. And somemore it took place during this season of Lent. But then its quite worrying, as sometimes the appearance/sightings of Mother Mary might mean that there is impending danger in the world. But I choose not to believe in it, perhaps this sightings is to remind us during this Lent period to pray and reflect on all the things that we have done and the blessings that God has given us.

Meantime, God bless...

2007-02-12T13:05:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, I'm back... Its been so long since I last blogged about something. Well, now that the semester has ended, I shall blog about some of the things that are going on.

Well, been preparing for Chinese New Year which is around the corner. Buying all the goodies and most importantly new clothes. I seriously need some new clothes to wear for this new year, my warddrobe has been quite limited with the availability of shirts. Well, so since its the new year, its a great opportunity to buy some new t-shirts.

I'm about to go for my attachment in March, can't wait. Doing On Air Promotion with Mediacorp. I just hope I can pass all my modules so that I can go for it without much problem.

I also watched the Grammy's this morning. Hmm, not too surprising results. James Blunt didn't win anything(not surprising). Surprisingly Dixie Chicks went home with so many awards. John Mayer won one, he lost out in Album on the year though... Still prefers him with short hair compared to his present look. And The Rascal Flatts did their rendition of The Eagles' Hotel California. Carrie Underwood too did a tribute to country music. So yah, nothing exciting happening in my life currently so nothing much to say... Till next time

2007-01-24T22:43:00.000+08:00

Chanced upon this song yesterday night. It's Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman by Bryan Adams. Meaningful and quite a explanatory lyrics...

To really love a woman,
to understand her, you've got to know her deep inside
Hear every thought, see every dream,
and give her wings when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lying helpless in her arms,
you know you really love a woman

*CHORUS:
When you love a woman, you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman, you tell her that she's the one
She needs somebody, to tell her that it's gonna last forever
{2nd}(She needs somebody, to tell her that you'll always be together)
So tell me have you ever really...really, really ever loved a woman

*2nd VERSE

To really love a woman, let her hold you,
till you know how she needs to be touched
You've got to breathe her, really taste her
till you can feel her in your blood
And when you see your unborn children in her eyes
you know you really love a woman

*BRIDGE:

You've got to give her some faith,
hold her tight, a little tenderness
you've got to treat her right
She will be there for you taking good care of you
You really gotta love your woman

What do you say??

2007-01-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

Its been such a while since I last blogged. Been a busy week, with all the shoots and things to be completed since school is coming to an end. I still have loads of things to be done and completed. Got 2 major tests and 1 Quiz coming up. Hope I can pass both of the it.

It has been a tiring weekend for me, with all the work and all the things that I managed to get done, managed to finish drama shoot. If not my group we are are in deep shit. But phew...

Anyway, I chanced upon this song while I was listening to a Bon Jovi cd, think its quite meaningful. I somehow love the chorus of it. Some of you would have heard it before for those who haven't the song title is "I'll Be There For You" Well, hope you guys like the song, its actually a breakup song, but I think somehow the chorus is just quite meaningful, and not sad in fact, I think its should not be part of the song:

"I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to
Be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you"

Don't you agree that the lyrics should never be a part of this breakup song? It somehow does not fit into the context of a breakup song... What do you think?

Clapton High....

2007-01-15T00:19:00.000+08:00

Woo... Was at Clapton's concert yesterday night. It's super awesome, the feeling is even better than watching it one DVD. His skill is just something that I yearn to have. Those fast fingers and the emotions that he put into each and every song. It seems that he always placed himself in the shoes or the mood of the song and the result is one after another pieces of songs that the audience can experience. His charisma on stage is just amazing, although he speaks less than 10 sentences, somehow he channeled all his words into his performance.

Why is he a legend of all time, my personal idol, the standard that I want to be at, the reason why I love Fender Stratocaster and my musical influence is explained and justified in just one night. The concert not only answered all this questions, it also gave me a booster to want to play good music and let people experience the song.

Think the emotion just cannot be written into words, the best way to decide is for the person to be there his/herself. The sound of the strats and the signature playing styles of Clapton. One has to wonder how long does it take for me in order to be at the standard that he is playing now. Great Job Clapton... I take my hats off to you...

*Picture taken from concertshots.com (Picture taken during Clapton's Crossroad concert benefit to Crossroad Centre at Antigua)

2007-01-01T18:05:00.000+08:00

Alright, first post of the new year. So I shall wish everyone a Happy and Wonderful New Year. Somehow or another this new year really feels like one. I feel like I have aged in a way although its just a year. But somehow I know inside myself that I have now to be more mature and start thinking on my own two feet and stop relying so much on others. And I somehow got a feeling that I will accomplished some of my year resolutions. Well, I hope.

Anyway, I was in church counting down since I already missed countdown last year which was like super boring. At least this year I spent it with friends and I did not waste my time away doing nothing. Hung out at Liquid Kitchen at gardens and stoned all the way till about 6 when we took the first trip of 136 home. We talk about quite abit of things and perhaps lets say we found out more about each other. At least it was something different from bumming in someone's house until the next morning. Not to say that it is no fun, but consecutively for afew years doing the same thing can get quite boring. So I guess at least this year is diff.

School is starting soon on Wednesday and I haven't got the chance to go back to sch and export the final project. I wanted to do it on Tues but since its a P.Hol, I guess its not really that possible.

2006-12-27T23:11:00.000+08:00

I got a feeling I'm falling sick. My throat is not exactly in the best shape. My flu is killing me. I'm feeling weird and lethargic not to mention quiet and no life, and seriously I don't know why. It could be due to me watching band of Brothers and all the killing and the humane thing is getting to me, Post Christmas Depression or I'm just down... But I seriously don't like this feeling man. Hope it goes away soon.

Went for a Dog hunt yesterday... For Pam's house pet, Diamond. She so called ran away(or smell away according to Van as Diamond is really old) from home. Diamond's really cute and lovable, its just one of those dogs that you would fall in love with immediately. But back to the point, we went to Pam's neighbourhood and tried to find the Diamond but to no avail, hoping that it be a quiet recon search and rescuse we didnt really inform Pam, but guess what, while we were searching, she appeared from the house and we stared at her... Ok its a really long story, so I will cut it short, if you want the full coverage, visit Ed or Cheryl's blog. So in the end Diamond was found, and we stayed around to play with Diamond and we left. Guess its just another of those miracles that happen.

2006-12-26T13:42:00.000+08:00

A Happy & Belated Christmas to All... I was quite busy writing cards n stuff. And Welcome Van back... She is back from Shanghai. Thanks guys for all the cards and all the wishes... I hope all those who got a present from me will like the presents. Hmm I think next year's after mass event must be more planned. This year seems quite scheduled... Lolx... Next year should have more happening stuff. Anyway.. I'm feeling kinda hungry, so I shall go and scavage for some food. Catch you guys around.

2006-12-19T20:49:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, I'm back from youth camp. Was almost at the retreat house for about a week since I was there like since day 0 and the entire 4 day 3 night. It was super tiring man... Little sleep and lots of work to do. But I guess I'm happy to be able to further know all the people that I know since my cat class days. People like Gerald, Andrea, Kevin and people. Then got to know new friends like Pamela who is new to the church since she use to be from the Hougang/Serangoon area. But I guess I learnt things from them in their own special way. And the jokes that we share such as Rach losing her voice halfway through the camp. It was just so much fun. And I guess its time for me to go back to serving in camps as a facil. Its so fun and fulfilling to be able to see everyone's hardwork come out well and all went smoothly.

Robin went into army on Sat. Sorry bro, didn't really even say a good bye to you when you went in. But I guess it be over soon. Van is in Shanghai now and will only be back by Christmas. Aaron went to Rome with his fam and wont be back till next year. So I'm left here to spend the remaining time to X'mas with all the other peeps. Haha, what a diff X'mas this year.

Alright, I'm still suffering post camp symptoms, So I think I shall go and sleep and relax... Cya guys around.

2006-12-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

Lolx.... So happy... I was at addison's place ystd night watching star awards. Then so coincidentally, there was a weighing machine in his room. So being the curious person I am, I went onto the weighing machine and took a gamble(gamble cause the last time I took my weight was about half a year ago. So I decided to see if I was sucessful in maintaining my weight. And guess what... not only did I maintain my weight I shed somemore... Lolx...

Here is the history... I stand at about 172-173cm. My weight when I left sceondary school was 82kg.. Highest I went was 84. Hmm big huh.. I was like 120% overweight lar.. My weight in year one was 72kg after Sports & Wellness. And yesterday, my weight was like 70kg... Hahaha, so happy... This means I am on my way to being acceptable..... Hmm this is such a brainless post... lolx... Hmm think pictures will help prove my point...

This is the most recent me... During church's feastday dinner with cheryl...

This was when I was in Secondary school. Sec 3/4 time.

This is in 2003 during church's dinner & dance.

Hmm I was so round man... Somehow the problem with me is the fats on my face... Somehow, it does not go away... Hmm, any remedies?? But other than that... I think I did manage to shed some weight.. What say you guys??

2006-11-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

I've had a busy weekend.. With the church feastday and stuff. Played on Saturday with Jason and Shawn and I think we did a pretty good job coming from the crowd's comments. Played Tequila Sunrise, When you said nothing at all and a instrumental of Sunday Morning. And guess what I sang both the songs... Think the adults were pretty impressed by our standard... Hopes it stays that way... Anyway, I guess God did answer my prayer... I was praying for calmness and success and guess what He heard my prayers and bless the entire band... Thank You Lord.... oh and here is the pictures of us on stage...

The entire band... Shawn(drums), Jason(guitar) & Me(bass... not my frequent instrument)

From Left: Me, Jason & Shawn...

Playing and Singing at the same time....

Cheryl said I look good that day with the hairstyle... I don't know... What say you?? Oh and I was telling her that how come she look like so shy in the pic. Somehow she look like a evil Cheryl... lolx...

Alot of people were surprised on that day that I can sing... Haha, guess its a added on gift from God.Hmm, alright think thats enough before you guys start to throw eggs at me. gotta go.. cya guys around..

2006-11-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

Alright man... The Man up there has just worked in a wonderful way. So happy now, my mum attended a retreat over the weekend and she experience the wonderful love of God. Just as I thought that I would have to find a way to help build on the spiritual life of my family members, He helped me with it. Just how much better can it be. Now, not only can my mum understand me better on why am I spending so much time in church, I know that there is someone else in the family who knows that He is very much alive and around us.

Somehow, I feel so glad and touched by Him. I'm feeling a joy which I had not experience in awhile. Although my life has been super busy during the past few weeks, but it seems that He knows what I am going through and in a way used me to provide support to friends who might need help. Somehow don't you find that God is such a mysterious but yet friendly man... God is good...

2006-11-08T10:13:00.000+08:00

Feeling bored and got nothing to do.. So I have decided to do this quiz about love that I got off from friendster.

O1] Is there someone who you like at the moment?
Seriously, I dun noe man.... dun think so...

O2] Have you ever given or been given roses?'
Erm, yah....

O3] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
Walk to remember

O4] How many times can you honestly say you've
been in love?
Hmm.. Once but it lasted for about 4-5 months only.

O5] Do you believe everyone has a soulmate?
Yah

O6] Do you think that you should be friends first?
Yah.. But not too close a friend... if not, when things fails, I lose a close friendship

07] Have you ever had your heart broken?
Half yes, Half no

O8] What do you think about long-distance
relationships?
Interesting, but hard to maintain

O9] Your thoughts on online relationships?
Don't think it will work

1O] Would you rather date someone 5-6 years
older or 5-6 years younger?
5-6 years younger

11] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a
friend?
Yes, believe so...

12] Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater
always a cheater"?
Hope he/she change... but I think the chances are not high. So i believe....

13] How many kids do you want to have?
3

14] Do you usually fall for a wrong boy/girl or
the right boy/girl?
Duno man.. So far only been in one and its the wrong one.

15] What is your favorite color(s)?
Black & White

16] What are your views on marriage?
Ok, no more staring at other girls...

17] Have you ever broken someones heart?
Yes.... Unfortunately

18] Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just died,
would you re-marry?
Nopes, will never find the same spouse that I loved so much that I can live with so many years that had just died....

19] At what age did you start noticing the
opposite ?
say 15??

2O] What song do you want to hear at your
wedding?
I will sing and play Wonderful Tonight - Eric CLapton to my wife.... More sincere

21] Does somebody like you?
Dun think so... I too crazy liaoz... lolx

2006-10-27T15:20:00.000+08:00

In school now... got nothing much to do except wait around and use the school's network. Besides, I have gotten my roughcut almost done, in my opinion is almost done but my editor me is saying it is not done. Haiz.. That I guess is a media student's worst dilemma.

Listening to Maroon 5 song now. I seems to be hook on to their song recently. Especially The Sun, Shiver and many others. But I love The Sun as it very chillout and there is just this line that stays in my head.. It's "The battle almost won and we are seven miles from the sun" Don't know why, but somehow this line always applies to what I am doing.

Saw the finish product of Tengu shootout. I would have to say that Kang Sheng did a terrific job of editing the thing. It is simply wonderful. My first video acting stint.. Haha, hope I don't look too dumb on it. But hey, great job done KS...

Oh did I forget to say that I cooked fried rice for Cheryl, Jac and Van that day. We had a cooking over session. And I manage to whip up fried rice with all the ingredients from Cheryl's house fridge. They too came up with their own dish. But well, can't wait for the next time when we all agreed to cook Italian pasta...

Alright that's all I got to say... cya guys around until the next time when I have time...

2006-10-18T20:54:00.000+08:00

Came back from Council adventure camp on sun night. It was fun and I never knew that I had so many fun friends around me. Caught up with lots of people and did lots of fun activities. Kayaking, rock climbing and absailing. So exciting, think I shall make high ropes activities one of my hobby. I had so much fun learning from all those who went.

Well guys if you are reading this, I had lots of fun and learnt alot from you. It was a great experience..

School has started and I should say this sem is not as bad as I thought. Perhaps it could be due to the reason that it just started and there is not much project. Nothing much to update. So yah, till next time.

2006-10-12T15:37:00.000+08:00

Hmm I don't get it... How come some people can never understand a person's passion as well as love for music. Especially those fat middle aunties who wear nice nice go and sing karaoke... Its so irritating. I was carrying my guitar that day on the bus and since its so crowded I was forced to stand near the exit. Standing the small walkway of the double decker bus, I had to shift around whenever people want to get off the bus. Then this auntie wanted to get off the bus, so I had to moved since I was blocking her from standing up from the seat. After I moved, I had to give way to another passenger behind me so I stopped, and you know what this auntie did, she gave a loud sigh... A loud HAIYA.... Stupid fat woman, can't you see that there is another passenger behind me. You think you are the only one on the bus issit. As if you never listen to music.... I already give way to you liao, can't you wait for people to clear then I moved for you... Fat idiotic retarded old auntie... Basket...

I mean if I was blocking her way ok lar... fair enough, but she is not the only one getting off. Wait for awhile longer will die meh... Bus driver cannot see this lump of fat ah. So what if I was carrying guitar... If other people can move about and get off after I shift, why you cannot. I hate it when people cannot appreciate art.. No matter what kind, we all have our challenges. Those artist have their huge portfolio files to carry, and us musicians have our instruments to carry. So its not as if musicians are the only ones who "block the way".

2006-10-02T23:07:00.000+08:00

I found this song online that day. Its been out for awhile now.. Think it was back in 2005, done by Santana feat Steve Tyler of Areosmith. But the song sounds nice, at least to me... I don't know about you guys. I sort of find the lyrics true to a certain extent. So well, hope you guys can relate to the lyrics.. Meantime, I am going to find some things to do.. School is starting soon too and council camp is coming up... Its a adventure camp... Can't wait... Hope its fun.. Alright enjoy the song and I see you guys around....

2006-09-27T00:03:00.000+08:00

Ok time for a update... Got the pics from Von taken during our job.... Alright.. abit outdated... I was at Project Superstar audition about a few weeks back... So we decided to take a pic during the lunchbreak... did I also forgot to mention I got slightly sunburnt coz of the hot sun... Luckily its not that bad a burnt man....

From Left: ZH, Adelene, Von & Me....

Then I went to stand in at the Dancefloor auditions in place of Joanne on Saturday. She was very sick when she called me to stand in for her... So I went to stand in for her... Saw a few groups of people who can dance... Not to mention the one or two hot chicks in the groups. Anyway, I went to take a pic with the hosts of the day.. S'pore Universe Finalist Jade Seah as well as FD & Glen Ong...

This is Me & Jade Seah...

This is Glen Ong, Me & FD...

Then there was the crew people.... From Left: KS, Me & KX...
Oh Jo... when I meet you the next time... drink is on me....

After I drop off work... Van, Jac, Cheryl and Ed came down to town and meet me. Then Ed went off. So We decided to walk around the area... Just as we were walking. We saw E.I.C playing an acoustic set. And so..... We took a picture with them....

Cheryl, Jac & Me With E.I.C. Van went somewhere to shop for something.. so not in pic....
Alright got to go people... See you around....

2006-09-20T15:30:00.000+08:00

Got my exams results back. I would consider it as good. Since I myself did not even expect to get such a kind of results. I'm happy with it and so Praise the Lord...
Loaned a few cds from school library. A Los Lonely Boys cd and a Derek & Dominoes one. I would call both my type of music. And over the weekend I found out that Eric Clapton is coming next year's january. Hopefully I can find more work to do so that I can get enough cash to go for it.

This few weeks also made me realise quite a few things. Went to Ubin, spent lots of time with Iggy, Aaron, Mel, Rach & Van... Caught up on so many things while at Ubin. Found out alot of things about them that I didnt know before. Had so much laughter during this period. I also realised that friends are actually the best people to be around with whenever you have problems or you just need someone to talk to... Somehow when you talk... the burden you are carrying is somehow let go. I will post the picture up as soon as I get it.

This few weeks, I have been thinking. My target in life seems so blurred all of a sudden. It was not like 2 years back when I knew what I really wanted in life. I seems to be passing my life away... I don't even know if I am actually doing what the Man up there wants me to do. I mean, I seem so aimless now. With nothing to do. Could it be due to the holidays thats why I feel this way. Or have I lost my way in both my secular as well as spiritual life. I am not as much concerned in my secular life... But my spiritual life.. I don't know what to say man... I'm so lost, as if I'm drowing away my burdens and the cross seems to be heavier by the minute.... I think its time to do lots of thinking and I need help from my Godpa... Haiz...

2006-09-13T10:58:00.000+08:00

Alright as promised back in a few entry ago... I am going to post some picture... This is my new baby... Its similar to Eric Clapton's model just that the fingerboard is made of different material. Just look to the guitar on the left of my blogskins. That one is made by Fender.. This is made by Squier backed by Fender... Coz Squier is Fender's budget line for people like me... So my dream is still to own one that is made by Fender....

My new Squier Stratocaster... with Derek's Ovation on the ground.. Thanks for lending me your guitar...

This is the entire band.... We took this just before Reasonance....

From Left: Stefan - drums, Me - Guitar, Behind:Edward - Bass, Looking up:Shawn - Drums, Jason - Lead

And this is our setup for the day's event....

Check out Jason's Flying V on the left side of the picture.

Then the four of us took this Project Superstar that day before starting work

From Left: ZH, Ade, Von and Me....

Alright... Thats all for now... Until I can some more pictures to upload....

2006-09-13T01:02:00.000+08:00

Kena marked by Von to do this quiz... So here goes....

How old do you wish you were?
- Of course young lor… But I think 21 would be a nice no.

2) Where were you when 9/11 happened?
- Sleeping in my bedroom

3) What do you do when vending machines steal
your money?
- Complain to my friends then just take it as the machine is stupid

4) Do you consider yourself kind?
- Depends on what things lar…

5) If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would it be?
- Those tribal design on my upper arm.

6) If you could be fluent in any other language,
what would it be?
- Italian, Cantonese and Portugese…

7) Do you know your neighbors?
- Yah…

8) What do you consider a vacation?
- Somewhere on a beach with clear blue water under a coconut tree, lying on a deck chair with a Martin guitar in hand. Serenading my partner in life… Hahah….

9) Do you follow your horoscope?
- Once in a while

10) Are you touchy feely?
- Depends… For me to know for you to find out.

11) Do you believe that opposites attract?
- Yup

13) Dream job?
- Boss of my own production house. But ultimate is to be a professional musician.

14) Favorite channel(s)?
- None… the show all sort of boring.

15) Favorite place to go on weekends?
- Fun, got music.

16) Showers or Baths?
- Shower, but once in awhile baths are the ultimate relaxation…

17) Do you paint your nails?
- Right….. You want me to paint my nails… you wait long long.

18) Do you trust people easily?
- Nope… I would take a while to trust people.

19) What are your phobias?
- Large armies of ants.

20) Do you want kids?
- 3 kids

21) Do you keep a handwritten journal?
- Nope. Not my style

22) Where would you rather be right now?
- Australia. Watching the night sky with someone I love… haha… Think too much liaoz…

24) Heavy or light sleeper?
- Usually light. But If I’m super tired I’m a heavy sleeper and you will have a fun time waking me up... Muahhaha

25) Are you paranoid?
- Don’t think I am… Once in a while though.

26) Are you impatient?
- Depends on what the matter is. But I am super impatient when I'm tired and wants to sleep...

27) Who can you relate to?
- my elder siter, Van, Aaron and Iggy… Once in awhile Cheryl… heheh

29) Have you been burned by love?
- Yah…

30) What's your favorite pick up line?
- Wait let me think…. Wait a min…. I haven’t pick a girl up before… hahah

31) What's your main ringtone on your cell?
- Thank you for loving me… Can’t be help no other things I can use.

32) What were you doing at midnight last night?
- sleeping

33) What did the last text on your mobile phone
say?
- on the way home….

34) Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
- like duh….. mine lar…..

35) What color shirt are you wearing?
- White…. Sponsored by Sony…

36) Most recent movie you watched?
- No $$ lar….

37) Name three things you have on you at all
times
- My brain, my shorts… and hmmm I don’t know…..

38.) What color are your bed sheets?
- blue

39) How much cash do you have on you right now?
- none…. Not carrying a wallet

40) What is your favorite part of the chicken?
- Chicken breast… with skin

41) What's your favorite town/city?
- Venice… Never been there…. But hope to go there soon….

42) I can't wait til...:
- I become good at playing guitar and earning bucks….

43) Who got you to join Friendster?
- Don’t know man… Matt Ng & Van??

44) What did you have for dinner last night?
- Instant noodles with crabstick and prawns,…

45) How tall are you barefoot?
- 172cm… That was in Sec school, don’t know if I grow… Don’t think so….

46) Have you ever tried heroin?
- NOOOOOOO………………

47) Do you own a gun?
- You want me to kena caught issit???

48) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
- Water, Tao huay and TEH/TEH-O

49) Name 8 people that has to do this quiz:
- I’ll be nice… So no need… muahahah

2006-09-10T18:03:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Project SuperStar's audition. Been working there for the past 2 weekends. Quite tiring I should say. But, sort of getting used to it since I have been working for events for almost 6 months now.

Was playing at Reasonance yesterday night. I should say we fared well. Though there was screw ups here and there among us musicians as well as the P&W leaders. I took a pic with the band as well as my birthday present, in case you do not know. I bought myself a Squier Stratocaster for my birthday. Its almost the same model as Eric Clapton's except that the fretboard is rosewood instead of maple. Whatever the case, it still sounds good. The picture is with Shawn. Hopes he send it over soon.

I guess I did not make a wrong choice in buying it. It sounds good as compared to my Ibanez. I think it sounds close to a MIM Fender Strat, even some MIM do not sound as good. Given the choice I will buy a Squier again. But now my ultimate goal. To own a real Standard Stratocaster made by Fender before I turn 30. Guess its not a unrealistic dream if I work hard for it.

Alright that is all for today. I will try to post my pictures up as soon as I find Shawn and get him to send it over.

2006-09-07T00:00:00.000+08:00

In a matter about few mins. I will wave goodbye to 18 years of living and embrace the reality that I"m a 19 year old guy. The feeling is weird, birthday does not seems to be like in the past. Something which you look forward to, not to say that I do not look forward to being a older youth. But somehow, being older does not seems to be such a thing to look forward to now. I use to hope to hrow up faster so that I can do things legally like drinking and stuff. But somehow now that I have reached the age. I don't seem to be that enthu about it. Anyway... I guess its time to embrace the reality of life. The responsibility of being one year older, the stress and the expectations. I guess its part of growing up. I bought myself a present to reward me for this 19 years of my life. Some of you might have seen it, some of you not. But whatever the case, I'm happy with it. Just hope more fun and more new experiences will come my way. Guess all the things that took place helped shaped who I am today. Family, church, all the relationships formed and broken, school and whatever.

I also like to thank quite a few fellas. People like Van, Cheryl, Iggy and Aaron who have been with me thru my worst times. Esp Van who was always there to lend a listening ear. Thanks Sista. People from Poly, all the fun we had together all the experiences. My family, esp my parents as well as my siblings. Thanks Sis and Bro In Law for the harddrive... Really needed it. I don't know how many people have this kind of relationship like mine. But I should say mine is definitely special. Thanks... To all the other people who have came and left in my life. Good or bad, you had helped shaped my life in a way or two. And to those people whom I might have hurt, you guys know who you are. Sorry....

ALright enough of it.... Reasonance is in few days time. MM is almost ready for it. Though certain things are still not done. But I guess God will make a way. Just like how He guide me in the last 19 years of my life.

Guess what.. Its already 12am. Happy 19th to me...

2006-08-27T10:53:00.000+08:00

I think most of the problem on the blog is solved. But in case anyone of you finds any problem, please let me know. Thanks. Anyway, I was looking through the history of Eric Clapton and found this song. I would say awesome. Here is the lyrics of the song. And by the way, the title is Bell Bottom Blues and it is performed when he was in Derek & The Dominoes.

Bell bottom blues, you made me cry.
I don't want to lose this feeling.
And if I could choose a place to die
It would be in your arms.

Chorus:
Do you want to see me crawl across the floor to you?
Do you want to hear me beg you to take me back?
I'd gladly do it because
I don't want to fade away.
Give me one more day, please.
I don't want to fade away.
In your heart I want to stay.

It's all wrong, but it's all right.
The way that you treat me baby.
Once I was strong but I lost the fight.
You won't find a better loser.

Bell bottom blues, don't say goodbye.
I'm sure we're gonna meet again,
And if we do, don't you be surprised
If you find me with another lover.

I don't want to fade away.
Give me one more day please.
I don't want to fade away.
In your heart I long to stay.

I don't know why but it sounds good man... Oh and just in case you are wondering how it sounds like, here is the video of him playing this song.

Enjoy....

2006-08-25T12:51:00.000+08:00

A new blogskin. Not really much of a change to it except the Pictures at the top and some minor adjustments. Sort of did this html out of nothing except for the skeleton. There is still some problem though. Some links don't show up. I'll try to solve this problem soon. Anyways, gtg, cya guys ard and hope the skin is not too bad.

2006-08-10T12:40:00.000+08:00

Saw this quiz on Von's blog and decided to do this since I got nothing to do anyway... Anyway, I think I quite agree with certain part of the quiz...

I'm a Chevrolet Corvette!

You're a classic - powerful, athletic, and competitive. You're all about winning the race and getting the job done. While you have a practical everyday side, you get wild when anyone pushes your pedal. You hate to lose, but you hardly ever do.

Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

2006-08-04T22:27:00.000+08:00

Noticed its been a long time since I last updated my blog. Had lots of project and work to be done thats why, I took so long just to add another entry. Anyway, most tests are already over and the only one left is just film history which is on fri as well as my script. But anyway, I had also managed to finished all my other projects like my audio mixdown. Its finally done. Thanks anyway TIEN for helping me with the recording. Though I'm not sure if you are going to be happy with the end result, but with the amount of time that I had, I hope I had done a good job. But I made it in such a way that it is similar to a live experience in the audience's seat.

Hols is coming in just a week's time. Hopefully can earn some cash during this period to save up for rainy days and whatever. Hope I can find some job during this period as well as gained some rest since during the entire semester its been so tiring. Ah wells, I don't know what else to say... perhaps I might put up some pictures on my next post which I hope won't be too long... Till then, cya guys....

2006-07-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

I just noticed I am taking longer and longer to update my blog. I've been bogged down by alot of things recently since the term is coming to a close. Talk about time flying by. But even so, I also seems to feel that my dreams are getting further and further from me. It always seems so hard to fulfil a dream. Is it just me or does everyone goes through it. Try as much as I want, I will never seem to be close to my target that I have set for myself. Is the target that I set too high or am I just not trying hard enough?

Recently the thought of spending more time with my family especially with my elders seems to appear many times in my daily lifes. In school, in the shows I watched and so many other things. Perhaps this is just a reminder for me to perhaps slow down my footsteps and visit my grandma soon. Come to think about it, I seem to have distanced from grandma. We used to be so close, fetching me from school, cooking for me and all those wonderful grandma grandson relationship. But as my lifestyle started changing, I seem to be more and more distant from her. Its time to visit her and spend some time with her nowadays since I would be having my holiday soon. Haiz
How time flies....

2006-07-02T21:25:00.000+08:00

Its been a pretty long time since I last blogged. I changed the blog layout if you guys have not noticed. I changed the layout but not the Strat picture, since its my dream guitar to get. I was at MPM prayer rally and boy was it good. Though I was shooting, but I can definitely feel the prescene of God in church. The band was superb man, no wonder they are the senior of the band. Tight, no mistakes and constant. I guess that is what a real good band should be.

I think the MM fundraising is going to be quite difficult considering the fact that church's rule is much more strict nowadays... I think we can only bank on the final event at the end of the year since the fundraising seem so impossible now.

Ah wells, I don't know lar... but this few weeks, my life has been kinda boring. So I guess the next time I blog will be awhile again.

2006-06-18T21:26:00.000+08:00

This post is going to be very similar to the post that I posted about a week back... Yes, I have did another stunt on my face. But this time, its not bright colours... Instead, its just black... Plain simple black. Guess this is what I mean by having too much time on my hand to spare and it ends up in me doing weird and funny things.. Hmmm definitely better than the last time, not so "wayang".... But not really very dark too... Hmm, must be my skin tone not dark enough. I guess this will be the first and last time that I will do such things.... Lolx, before you people decides to stone me or whatever you wish.... Alright, here goes, once again, weak hearted readers are advised not to continue on....

This is before

This is after...

This shot is abit blurry and the consealer might be too obvious, but can't be helped, I'm just doing this for the fun of things.... Lolx....

2006-06-15T12:31:00.000+08:00

Sometimes you might be looking for something, but it actually turns up straight intfront of you and you had never knew about such things existing.

Managed to finished my projects in time. My film history and audio. This means no stress for film history after the holidays. Now what is left is cam & lights... Which is so unsettled. Dates have to be changed coz there is not enulf equipment to go round... And coz of it, there is alotof changes. Cast cannot make it, and I'm still seriously searching in time for next week. If there is none I just have to get my siblings and cousins in to help shoot.

I juz duno why, tis proj seems to b veri on my tail... Juz cant feel relaxed doin tis proj like hw i use to do when I do my other location shoot. Either way, juz hopes everything turns out well...

2006-06-11T23:58:00.000+08:00

Hi guys.... I make sure this entry is going to be not very me.... I was bored so I decided to do some stunts on my face and I was feeling adventurous anyway, so yah, did some stunts to my face and I look quite erm.... abnormal.... not quite what I had expected.. Lolx.... haha, I wanted to look ghostly and out of this world... So here goes.... I think after this people will think I'm weird or even look at me differently... ah wells, this is what boredom does to man... btw For those of you with a weak heart, this is not for you...

This is the me before the stunt....

This is after....

gosh... I look weird... not to mention like someone who is not straight.... haha, I got a feeling I'm gona have a hard time explaining my sexual preference after this... LOLX.... in anycase.... I"m HUNDRED PERCENT STRAIGHT.... I LIKE GIRLS ONLY..... I REAPEAT...... I'M STRAIGHT.....

2006-06-04T21:13:00.000+08:00

Was having a conversation earlier with Stelz and she was telling me how I've changed to become more ang moh ever since I went into FSV. She said I was more china last time and when me and her ask for the confirmation with Matt, he also said the same thing. Haiz... perhaps I did really change to become more ang moh... But I don't know, I still cant seem to be able to connect with those really ang moh pple. I still prefer chinese shows and chinese stuff. Perhaps its my dressing nowadays which is different from what I use to wear or could it be the way I talk... I don't know. Looks like the environment has made me changed slightly. Or could it just be the environment does not permit me to speak hokkien and stuff... But hopefully all this things does not make me a different person from who I use to be....

Oh btw, on behalf of Aisya.... Any of you gals out there who is interested to form a soccer team together to take part in a all gals soccer tournament. Btw onli gals... if u r interested, pls leave a msg on the tag... thks...

2006-05-30T21:39:00.000+08:00

Whoa.... Its been such a long time since I last blog. Projects and presentations due dates are near. And its just amazing how I feel so stress 3 weeks ago even though the dateline is not due. But now when the dateline is like 1 weeks or few days away, I'm totally cool and not panicking... Feels weird.

Term break is in a weeks time. Can't wait, though it also means work. Mix-down is still not done, have 2 sessions to complete my mix next week. Hopefuli can be done in time. Have to do EQ and other efx. Anyway, finished Spanish for this first half of sem. 2nd half will be moving on to self-expression in drama and poetry. Hopefuli it will be fun. Writing a script is not as hard as I thought, hopefully my script is done correctly, if not I'm screwed... This semester is not really as hard as I thought, perhaps it be like that if we don't stress and take things easily. Just like one line that ZH say, "tomorrow, the birds will sing again" so why worry, if we fail today, tmr will be a new day. Ah wells.

Time do passes by pretty fast. I'm already halfway thru my 2nd yr first sem. Haiz... in no time, I'll be in army. Speaking of which, this line came to my head. The lifepath I took is "No life, No Love, No Sleep and No Sympathy" Haha, duno why, it juz dawn on me while having a conversation. Ah wells, better get back to my work... Cya guys ard.

2006-05-18T16:00:00.000+08:00

They tried out best... And I'm proud of them although we lost. It was a good fight till the end. 2-1 is not a huge gap. There are alot of things to be proud of, they made it into the finals for the first time. Things perhaps could have been different if Lehmann was not sent off. But all I can say is that its a good fight all the way to the end and although its a lost, its still worth commending. They beat all the odds with the likes of Man Utd, Chelsea and Liverpool getting disqualified.

Well, definitely, next season would be exciting to watch to see if we go so far again. It would probably be sad if Henry leaves... Afterall, losing one captain after another is not a morale boost for the team... So it remains to be seen.

But ultimately, I wish to congratulate Arsenal for 2nd spot in all of their club history. One day the cup will end up with them...

Alright got to go... cya guys around

2006-05-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

I seriously think its time for me to get a job and start working for all the things I want rather then just wait around and hope something will happen. I dun care what job it is, as long as it is flexible and a constant job that will ensure me a constant pay.

Then again, school for me does not allow such things as projects are too much and hard to juggle. Why is it that I spend so much in the past that now when I need money, I don't have enough. Guess its right to save for rainy days... Why didn't I heed the advice... Drats....

If only money really can drop from the sky(which is like forget it, will never happen one) I don't know the life of a person who needs to buy something but do not have cash like me is damn sad. Current situation is far from what i need. drats...

Haiz... I don't know, prob another entry to let me nag and complain, sorry about it guys... cya....

2006-05-07T22:31:00.000+08:00

I noticed I'm blogging at an average of once every week. Haiz... what to do, school started which means no life for me... I need to find a flexible job to do perhaps at night or over weekends. At least I would have some cash to buy and pay for some stuff that I want and I need.

I have to start working on my project already, since it is due in week 8. I guess I better find 3 songs as well as a suitable song from studio to mix down. Guess its not the same anymore now that I'm in year 2... self-motivation seems to be the only way that I am going to pull through this entire semester.

Been inside the recording studio, the drum set in there is totally out of tune... perhaps due to the long time usage. The wear and tear is worst then the drum set in church. Speaking of which, hopefully the restoration of the drum will be in time for our recruitment drive in June. Which is like in a months time... haiz... at this rate, don't think we can finish it in time for it....

Its just weird nowadays that its not as happening as it was anymore. I don't know why, perhaps its due to the aging thing. As time passes and age starts piling, you feel so much less enthu about certain aspects of things which you once so enjoy in. Perhaps, its due to everyone being busy with their own life. Well, guess that is what I have to deal with now that I'm reaching the magical age of 20 in a years time. Which means bye bye to the happy and carefree days of the digit 1. Plus, the constant saving and scrimping for all the things which I had always wanted seems to have cut me off from the more happening lifestyle. Perhaps the Man up there will have an answer for me one of this days....

Talking about which, here is a chorus from one of Bon Jovi's song that I like... It just seems to describe something about my life now, but I just can't really describe the feeling, perhaps one of you guys reading it can help me??

Hey man I'm alive I'm takin' each day and night at a time
Yeah I'm down, but I know I'll get by
Hey hey hey, Hey Man gotta live my life
Like I ain't got nothin' but this roll of the dice
I'm feelin' like a Monday, but someday I'll be Saturday night

Back to school tomorrow.... Time to go before I can't wake up. So I see ya guys around... Tata

2006-04-30T18:52:00.000+08:00

Family went oversea and I'm left home-alone... What to do.. I'm too tired to go travelling after such a hectic week. First week of school was a killer, still trying to get use to the hectic schedule of a yr 2 student.. But I guess I will pull through.

Went to work at the NTUC Mayday dinner at Suntec... Speaking of which, Krys, Jo, Pam and Aisya are now at Pandang working at the Mayday(Labour day and not the Taiwanese band) Concert while I'm typing. Hope they are having fun... Anyway, it was a super stressful event at the dinner, probably Weng & Qwen would not be more stress than this event. Perhaps, haven work long enough with them yet... Worked as a stage manager... Haha, first time at the job, all my other stage managers are all older then me lar... Haiz... But luckily my job was to lias with the audio engineers regarding the mics of the artistes there. Luckily, all went well, if not there goes my ricebowl... But hey, all turned out well. So I guess I just have to wait for another event that requires my service.

Alright... I guess that is all I can think about now... I'll blog probably another day...

2006-04-23T17:19:00.000+08:00

Had not been blogging for a good one week already... Been pretty bogged down by alot of things and concern. Some of it is definitely driving me crazy.... Haiz... hopefully when school terms starts, I can get away from some of this madness.

Over the weekend, I found out that one of my best pal and someone got together... Congrats Aaron, it was so obvious lar. Don't have to hide the thing one lor... Its normal that you and Esper got together since you two got along so well.... But why that line man?? Piangz.... I think you ate too much milk products ah....

Hmm, it seems like this is the season for people to get in love since its like the beginning of the year. Must be cupid working extra hard now. But then it also depends on fate and how it goes... But like what I always say, if meant to be, then meant to be.

School is starting tomorrow, I think its going to be super busy part of my life with so many new and challenging modules, wonder who is going to end up in the same class as me other those few that I already know of...

Alright lar... I'm not really in the mood to blog much... I don't know why also.... Haiz....

2006-04-18T12:45:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated Easter everyone. Been a tiring weekend for me. Played at Easter praise with MM and guess what.... We did not a bad job I would say. So I'm going to post up some pictures during the praise itself.

Jamming along....

The Drummer...

Can't believe we drew in a crowd this size.... Great job done worship leaders & MM!!

Alright, I'll probably put up the pictures from my thailand trip soon... see you guys around!!

2006-04-14T22:19:00.000+08:00

Back from lenten vigil and good friday service. I'm so going to hate hot cross bun for the next one year. Been selling HCB since thurs night from around 6pm till 2pm this morning. Shouts of HCB for sale is so out of my dictionary. I sold HCB sleepily from 8am till 2pm. Coz I was at passion the whole night from thurs till this morning then I had to attend service. I was practically trying to stay awake during the entire thing. Then aft tat I met my HCB buddy, Van and we continued selling all the way till 3, until me, reg, louis and terence cant take it anymore.... We simply need our sleep, if you want to count, we would have been not sleeping for more than 24 hrs. So we decided to call Rach, Aaron and Ed to come and help out. At least this few fellas had slept for a few hrs... So me, reg, louis and terence went home to get some sleep. Oh btw, thks guys for helping out with the sale... Though most of us are practically sleepless. But you guys till did a great job. Special thks to Van who stick wif me thru the entire day doing nothing bt juz sellin buns. Thks Reg, Rach, Terence, Louis, Ed n Aaron(for rushing down to help although you thought it was a dream when I called you) today even though we are all so tired. Thank you guys so much, Thanks to all the youths who helped out..

Alright, having music practise tmr, beta grab more sleep. Cya guys ard.

2006-04-12T11:14:00.000+08:00

I'm back from Thailand.... Woo Hoo, super fun. Had lots of fun shopping around Bangkok, bought lots of stuff... Shoes, slippers and lots of other stuff... Had seafood dinner in their chinatown, really felt like one, it will remind you of Hong Kong, with all the huge signboards hanging by the wall. The BBq prawns and crabs are super good. Manage to try the shark's fin there too, it was really superb, you can really feel the thing melting. Then guess what, I found A&W and had the long missed burger, curly fries and ice-cream waffle, finally after so long. I can taste the pure Root Beer feeling again.

It is a must visit if you are a shopaholic or a girl, coz most of the stuff there are like gals stuff like clothes, not to say that guy cannot find anything, but it is mostly lady stuff. There are lots pf people there man, you walk on the streets and you can feel getting squeezed in the human traffic, coz its reali alot of people. And guess what, their students uniform, for guys is bell-bottomed pants, and they don't get caught, because its setted by the school. Wha sehz, so shiok lor....

Good friday is around the corner, I must get the hot cross bun stuff all sorted out since I'm away for so long. Must have missed out on alot of things when I'm gone. Hopefuli, I can find someone to update me. It will be another day of sleepless night on Maundy Thurs since there is passion, I wonder if I can hold up for so long, since I'm feeling sick now.

MM is playing this weekend for Easter fiesta. Hopefully all turns out well, our drumset is falling apart. Hoepfuli, it will stay until the entire thing ends before we do something about it, then again, it will cost money to repair the entire things since it will mean a few K getting a new set.

Alright, I'm feeling super sick and tired now. I think I shall post up some pictures on my next post. See you guys.

2006-04-06T09:46:00.000+08:00

Okae, as promised, I am going to post up 2 pictures that I took at danceworks. Cheryl don't scream!! please...

This is Kui Jian, Me & Carrie Chong

This is us. From Left: Me, Krys, Jo, Aisya and Qwen.

Alright, gtta go. Leaving for Thailand this weekend, can't wait to go there and check out the shirts and maybe guitars?? Who knows...

2006-04-03T11:44:00.000+08:00

Went to help out at Danceworks 2006 and I saw a few people from church. Never really expected it. But it was super fun to be working as a backstage crew. Had to run from the dressing room to the stage level to ensure that the performers are on stage and that everything is running smoothly. Had lots of fun working, though I would say that the job is not as stressful as those at SI, but it was fun coz I get to work with so many people. Took a picture with the host of the nite, I'll try to post it up online asap.

Meanwhile, I would be going to Thailand with my family this weekend, hopefully, I can find clothes that I can buy. Guess I must bring a huge huge bag along for me to bring back all the goodies.

Alright, nothing much to say, shall end here. Cya guys.

2006-03-29T09:46:00.000+08:00

Okie guys as promised, I am posting up some phtotos that I took at SI...

This is Dick Lee and Me....

This is Gurmit & Me

Then this is the infamous Ah Tong, if you watch variety shows on Ch U, he is the cameraman whom Bryan Wong always calls out. Well, thats all for now... I see what else can I dig out... Cya

2006-03-24T22:04:00.000+08:00

Guess what... This is my 100th blog entry... Took me quite awhile considering the amount of entries that i put online. Time is definitely passing by quickly, I'm now a year 2 student after receiving my results this morning. Its all passes either As or Bs except for one C. But I'm so happy, considering the fact that I never seen such good results in my whole life of study.

Studying used to be such a chore for me, I remember the times that I would wake up dreading the idea of going to school to study. But now its so different, school seems to be a part of my life that just have to be there. Perhaps its due to the fact that I have much more fun and caring classmates(duno how u pple think abt them... bt to me, they r juz great pple to b ard wif. Juz like my 3 "siblings" from church. You guys should know who you are...) But in anycase... thanks guys for making my first year such an enjoyable one. Haiz.. since we might not end up in the same class... I have something to say... Guys if I have ever been an ass during project or whatever... please understand.. and thanks again for the wonderful year. Really hope that we could be in the same class together. Maybe we can hang out when we're free??

Alright... I'll post the picture up soon... I see you guys around...

2006-03-22T21:35:00.000+08:00

Guess what I found out... I really lost inches around my waist.. I was wearing my old jeans and when I removed the belt, the jeans can just be removed without having to release the button. I'm so happy that my years of hard work paid off. But my mum seems to be quite paranoid about me being thinner. She is saying that I don't look good lookng thinner. I guess perhaps a guy being too slim is not a good thing, but then again... I'm finally experiencing the feeling of being thin after like 10 years of my life. But then again... being bigger also no big deal... I mean i was like super big and people was like trying hard not to make me feel fat. But who cares... I think its a sign of fortune... Just like the God of Fortune... slightly rounded which the chinese believe is a good thing.

People use to tell me to lose some weight whenever I told them that I want to do somthing such as joining talent time and stuff coz they believe that only slim people will get through. But hey... who cares.... I have toned up and I believe I might be even smaller than them now. But in anycase, I'm super happy that I have lost weight. Hopefully I'm going to remain like this and not ballon again, so I will try hard not to ballon. But hey, I'm not going to forsake my favourite stuff and food for the hope of staying slim... I'm still going to enjoy myself but under a more watchful diet... Alright.. I guess you guys have heard enough of my ranting.. So I'm going to shut up and go do something else...

2006-03-21T23:00:00.000+08:00

I'm back... Almost back to full health except for the occasional coughing.... I finally get to move out of the house and managed to do some work. Went to Singapore Idol's audition to help out as crew again... And it was super fun... Finally got to take pciture with Gurmit and many others.. Such as the famous Bryan Wong's cameraman Ah Tong... If you watch Ch U show you might get to hear his name occasionally... Come to think about it... Gurmit though being the king of comedy is not stuck up at all... He is really friendly and he even remembers all the crew's name whom he sees often. He even so gladly agreed to take a picture although he is tired... I mean which celebrity is so good to hang out with... I bet if given the chance, I would definitely want to know him as a personal friend. And now, all of us if turning into Himbos and Bimbos of one very special and funny person. Ghims... Now all of us is irritating Joanne or should I say Ho-ANNE.... muahaha.... Now she is going nuts over Dick Lee's picture and somehow she manage to convinced me to send her my picture with Dick Lee coz she says he smiles much more handsome in mine compared to hers... Whatever... Its the same lar Jo....

Anyways... Now its back to the normal life for me... No more crew work coz they are done... Hopefully they recall us back for other events. Haiz... Alright... I'll post the pics when I'm free but for now... Cya ard... I'm going to catch up on my slp...

2006-03-13T10:22:00.000+08:00

Just in case you've been wondering how I have been for the past week. I'm recovering slowly. But its sure taking its time considering its been one week already. My fever and stuff is practically gone... Thank God. The only thing that is disturbing me is my stupid cough that just refused to go away... It wakes me up at wee hours in the morning so much so that I have to wake up and drink hot water to make myself feel better. Anyways, thanks guys for your concerns... It definitely helps me when I'm feeling damn sickly at home doing nothing and just watching Tv and wasting my time. Seriously I am really not used to staying at home and doing nothing. I mean usually I would be either out running about and doing things here and there be it in church or in school, and now to slowed down the lifestyle and do practically nothing is like draining life out of me. So haiz.... I hope I be able to be out and slogging rather than stay at home. Meanwhile, do tagged often. Cya

2006-03-05T21:40:00.000+08:00

I went to the doctor today again... My fever is like playing taichi with me. Come and go come and go. Plus the temperature is still the same 39. But no worries guys, its not dengue, its just one of those normal flu bugs, but the more hard to deal with kind. Its going to be around for another 2-3 days which means I have to missed out on the FMS society meeting tmr and the Sentosa outing. Thanks to you all for you kind care and concern. I know I should not be typing here, but its just super boring to be lying on my bed doing nothing. I hope I would recover soon enough. But for now, the medicine is just getting to me. I'm feeling super drowsy. Cya guys around then. Meanwhile do tag often. Cya.

2006-03-03T11:24:00.000+08:00

I'm sick... Had high fever of 39. At least I'm feeling better now. Almost fainted yesterday night. Or should I say almost blacked out. Must be the medication, but luckily, I managed to hold out to get someone to help me. If not, I guess I be lying on the ground till this morning. Entire body is aching now. Hopefully, I can recover in time for Sentosa.... Haiz.. Think I'll go and rest... See you guys around.

2006-02-27T23:43:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Marina South from a class gathering. Had lots of fun with all of them. Jo, Krys, ZH, KS, KX, Von, Filz, Eric and Thea. This could possibly be the last few outing that we are going to have a T1B3, after this, well, need I say more. Its just sad to know that we are going to be split up even though there still might be some hope that some of us will end up in the same class. But it will not be the same old laughter, joy and fun. But I guess all good things has to come to an end someday. Anycase, just hope that we can still hang out together next semester even though we might not be together. Right guys??

Jo tagged me. So I shall just play along. Though I won't be asking anyone to try it out as I think I will get stoned...

the rules:
-the tagged victims list 8 different points of their perfect lover/partner,mentioning the gender of said partner.

But well, I think beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder. For those of you who know me well, you should know what are the 8 diff points I'm looking for. But most importantly, she must be the one whome the Man up there thinks is suitable for me... Thats all.

Anyway, did a personality test that day. So I decided to post this up before I go to sleep since I personally feel its quite true and accurate. By the way I am a ISTJ:

Portrait of an ISTJ - Introverted Sensing Thinking Judging
The Duty Fulfiller

As an ISTJ, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you take things in via your five senses in a literal, concrete fashion. Your secondary mode is external, where you deal with things rationally and logically.

ISTJs are quiet and reserved individuals who are interested in security and peaceful living. They have a strongly-felt internal sense of duty, which lends them a serious air and the motivation to follow through on tasks. Organized and methodical in their approach, they can generally succeed at any task which they undertake.

ISTJs are very loyal, faithful, and dependable. They place great importance on honesty and integrity. They are "good citizens" who can be depended on to do the right thing for their families and communities. While they generally take things very seriously, they also usually have an offbeat sense of humor and can be a lot of fun - especially at family or work-related gatherings.

ISTJs tend to believe in laws and traditions, and expect the same from others. They're not comfortable with breaking laws or going against the rules. If they are able to see a good reason for stepping outside of the established mode of doing things, the ISTJ will support that effort. However, ISTJs more often tend to believe that things should be done according to procedures and plans. If an ISTJ has not developed their Intuitive side sufficiently, they may become overly obsessed with structure, and insist on doing everything "by the book".

The ISTJ is extremely dependable on following through with things which he or she has promised. For this reason, they sometimes get more and more work piled on them. Because the ISTJ has such a strong sense of duty, they may have a difficult time saying "no" when they are given more work than they can reasonably handle. For this reason, the ISTJ often works long hours, and may be unwittingly taken advantage of.

The ISTJ will work for long periods of time and put tremendous amounts of energy into doing any task which they see as important to fulfilling a goal. However, they will resist putting energy into things which don't make sense to them, or for which they can't see a practical application. They prefer to work alone, but work well in teams when the situation demands it. They like to be accountable for their actions, and enjoy being in positions of authority. The ISTJ has little use for theory or abstract thinking, unless the practical application is clear.

ISTJs have tremendous respect for facts. They hold a tremendous store of facts within themselves, which they have gathered through their Sensing preference. They may have difficulty understanding a theory or idea which is different from their own perspective. However, if they are shown the importance or relevance of the idea to someone who they respect or care about, the idea becomes a fact, which the ISTJ will internalize and support. Once the ISTJ supports a cause or idea, he or she will stop at no lengths to ensure that they are doing their duty of giving support where support is needed.

The ISTJ is not naturally in tune with their own feelings and the feelings of others. They may have difficulty picking up on emotional needs immediately, as they are presented. Being perfectionists themselves, they have a tendency to take other people's efforts for granted, like they take their own efforts for granted. They need to remember to pat people on the back once in a while.

ISTJs are likely to be uncomfortable expressing affection and emotion to others. However, their strong sense of duty and the ability to see what needs to be done in any situation usually allows them to overcome their natural reservations, and they are usually quite supporting and caring individuals with the people that they love. Once the ISTJ realizes the emotional needs of those who are close to them, they put forth effort to meet those needs.

The ISTJ is extremely faithful and loyal. Traditional and family-minded, they will put forth great amounts of effort at making their homes and families running smoothly. They are responsible parents, taking their parenting roles seriously. They are usually good and generous providers to their families. They care deeply about those close to them, although they usually are not comfortable with expressing their love. The ISTJ is likely to express their affection through actions, rather than through words.

ISTJs have an excellent ability to take any task and define it, organize it, plan it, and implement it through to completion. They are very hard workers, who do not allow obstacles to get in the way of performing their duties. They do not usually give themselves enough credit for their achievements, seeing their accomplishments simply as the natural fulfillment of their obligations.

ISTJs usually have a great sense of space and function, and artistic appreciation. Their homes are likely to be tastefully furnished and immaculately maintained. They are acutely aware of their senses, and want to be in surroundings which fit their need for structure, order, and beauty.

Under stress, ISTJs may fall into "catastrophe mode", where they see nothing but all of the possibilities of what could go wrong. They will berate themselves for things which they should have done differently, or duties which they failed to perform. They will lose their ability to see things calmly and reasonably, and will depress themselves with their visions of doom.

In general, the ISTJ has a tremendous amount of potential. Capable, logical, reasonable, and effective individuals with a deeply driven desire to promote security and peaceful living, the ISTJ has what it takes to be highly effective at achieving their chosen goals - whatever they may be.

*The above personality test is taken at/credited to personalitypage.com

2006-02-24T20:55:00.000+08:00

Date: 16th March 2006
Time: 10.30am
Venue: SSDC(Singapore Safety Driving Centre)

Above is the details of my basic theory test. I went to book my test today. Finally... After so many years of waiting, I can finally get the chance to start learning how to drive. Even though most have already went to book their test and might have already been on the road. But who cares, mine is a special case, with the "economic crisis" I suffered, it is definitely worth waiting for one for year to be back on track to my driving dream. Just think about it, being able to drive means lesser hassle when I go filming or shoots that will end late into the night. Tranport will no longer be a problem... Well, hopefully, all goes well for me. In the meantime, guys, please hope that I will not be lazy and study for it so that i can pass earlier...

I went to Cheryl's place together with Aaron to go gym-ing with Cheryl. She has been looking for a gym buddy, so since I was lookng to lose some sweat after such a long time, I decide to pop by her place to follow her go sweat some extra water/fats off. Went there and did around 1.2km on the treadmill, you must be wondering why only 1.2?? Answer very simple, so long nv exercise cannt so fast do more km.. if nt later I cannot take it ah... Then I went to measure my weight and guess what.... I lost weight 11kg altogether since I left Sec school. I use to be 83kg, now I'm 72kg... I'm so happy, but hopefully I can continue to lose more as 72 is the border line weight for my kind of height. So must train harder... I'm pleased with today's workout though, manage to train some muscles here and there, so hopefully by the end of this holiday, I would have lost even more fats but have trim up my body... But not until so muscular, if not will look like Gorilla. I think just tine up is sufficient for me. All right, that is all for today... Time to hit the books

2006-02-23T23:49:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, got a new blogskin all thanks to blogskin and most importantly Yvonne for helping me get everything up and running. Thank you... Hopefully, you guys will like this new change. I'm trying to get more stuff onto the blog itself and hopefully also the stuff works. So stay tune for more changes...

2006-02-22T20:05:00.000+08:00

Finally finished Memoirs of A Geisha. Didn't spend the money on the movie, instead I chose the cheaper alternative which is the original version. The book. You all must be thinking wha liaoz... Cheapskate. But hey, the book contains stuff which the movie has to leave out due to their budget. Nonetheless, it is a nice book to read if you really have nothing to do.

I've just watched Be With Me by Eric Khoo too. All thanks to Dr V for lending me his copy of the film. In anycase, some of you are wondering what film is that... It is the most recent works of Eric Khoo which have a part depicting some butch/les scenes. I actually wanted to watch that a long time ago, but I was under 18 by the time I turn 18, the movies has already stop screening. But thanks to Dr V, I manage to watch it in the comfort of my home. Its a film where there is not much dialogue though, guess dialogue is not important to move the story forward. Its basically a moving pictures film with a few lines here and there. Other than that, there is nothing much.

I still have one film to watch. Done by one of the 3 Japanese director in the early days. Ozu... Black and white though. Hopefully, I would be able to stay awake through the film somemore in the comfort of my home. But in anycase, it is considered a classic film, so I presume it will do me good.

Haiz, and I still have CG to do, one last thing that needs to be done this semester before I can finally rest and relaxed... Hopefully all turns out well.

2006-02-21T21:18:00.000+08:00

School semester ended. All I have left to do is my CG to submit and after that I'll be free... Woohoo. S'pore Idol auditions was super fun that day, made one or two new friends and got to see more "interesting" characters. Say a William Hung lookalike?? Haha, I don't know. But I definitely got tickled pink by his singing. I'm going to be so bored during the holidays, I better find a job soon to occupy my time this holidays. But haiz, finding a suitable job is going to be so hard. Since office job is going to bore the life out of me. Maybe I should enquire about warehouse or something. Hey, Stefan, if you are reading this, got any lobang??

Anyway, I was reading the newspaper that day and I saw this article about changing a person's heart. So this perculiar idea just dawn on me, will the person change after the operation. As in perhaps having different interests or ideas, maybe even having a change of heart?? I don't know, perhaps the person physically have a change of heart?? So perhaps the person might even be a different man since most people always say a man is lead by his heart. So I wonder if the person is going to be different...

Then I had a discussion with Jo that day while on the way home from CG that day and we were talking about how past experience shape a person's ideas and perceptions of things. Then we talked about my past experience that made me who I am now. Torn in between choices, the fear of it and the urge to want to move on from it and put myself into another that I would perhaps be happy(Those of you who knows me well should know what I am talking about). Krys always tell me that I should not just because of one particular bad experience and stop there. Which partly is true, but personally I really want to put myself into another investment. Some of you guys might be thinking after this entry that I haven't got over it. Which is not true. I have fully gotten over the past matter and there is definitely 0% chance of revival. I'm just stuck due to my fears and concerns, it surely requires me to think hard to convince myself after the past bad experiences before I can commit again. I guess it be awhile before I can fully commit into another committment.

2006-02-18T22:16:00.000+08:00

Phew... Finally its over. Youth mass is over, the end of stressing whether the songs will turn out well. But luckily, everything goes well. Super tired now, must be the left-over fatigue since last weekend. I'll be at HDB Hub tmr to help out with the S'pore Idol auditons again, wonder if I am going to see people like banana man making a return. Seen Pink Lady and Careless Whisper guy, so I guess there is not much people to watch out for who might be making a return from season 1.

But in anycase guys, great job done during the youth mass. Though we screw up during practise, but we manage to gel and play together as a band. Well, one things for sure, we got alot of things to learn from one another. The thing to aim for now is MM nite at the end of the year guys. Hopefully, we will get the resources to finally get a concert for ourselves. But anycase, thanks guys for the effort and the fun.

Alright, guess its my turn to go and knock myself out. So tired. See ya guys around.

2006-02-16T09:16:00.000+08:00

Sitting in class now. Attending photography, nearing the end of the semester. Woohoo... Today is just presentation, bet it must be super fun to see so many different story from so many of my mates. I did my elective preference today and well, guess I followed my gut feeling. Hopefully I won't be having any trouble in the future in my decision. What decision, well, you guys will find out when the time comes.

Went to help out as a crew in Singapore Idol and saw lots of interesting people. Pink Lady and Careless whisper guy turn up at the place and it was certainly fun to see them again. I took afew pics wif the crew people and saw Daniel Ong & Gurmit Singh. I manage to catch a pic with Daniel.

This is a shot that we decided to take with the S'pore Idol banner after everything ends.

I'll be helping out at the the audition this coming Sunday at HDB hub. Plus I'll be playing at Youth mass this Sat, it is my debut appearance since joining MM. Hopefully all turns out. I'll update soon. See you guys around.

2006-02-08T11:18:00.000+08:00

Now sitting in school now, feeling quite sick and tired. I think I need lots of rest. Officially a youth leader in church after camp over the weekend, had super fun with the other fellow leaders. Learnt quite a few things and had a few realisation too. Now that I am a leader in church, it means more responsibilty in the matters of the youth movement together with our newly elected President and V.President of our youth movement. Congrats Reggie and Rachel... Dun wori, we will support you in as many aspect as we can.

Next, I be helping out at Singapore Idol's audition. Woo Hoo..... Shiok man..... I really wonder what it feels like to be a crew... Bet it must be super fun.... Hm... wonder of there is going to be any funny character again... hehe.

Now got a few more projects to complete before my end of sem. Intro to film, CG and etc... Well, the list is almost endless. But I know that if I put in some effort, I should be able to get it all done. Its just a part of my job.

Here is a picture which we took and I put in a few extra stuff to enhance the picture. So here it is...

2006-02-01T07:27:00.000+08:00

In school now, waiting for my presentation to start. Got exactly 2 presentation, one for IAC, the other for Com Issue. After this, I would be left with just one or two and its the smell of year 2. Hopefully, I will finish all the modules with a passing grade. Made a video for my IAC project, it is around 2GB and occupies most of my hard-drive. I'm sure I need a external drive for myself if I want to continue using my laptop to edit stuff.

Then after this, I would have to prepare for my story-telling as well as the election procedure that I have to use. Lots of paper work and brain-storming to do for this last few days to finish all this stuff. My story-telling is so sucky man, I haven't been able to find suitable stuff to add into my story. Then there is intro to film, I must catch a movie to write my final review essay before it is the end of everything in intro. I have decided on the film, but have not gotten a chance to watch it. It's Mel Gibson's The Patriot. I hope I have time to finsh all of it, one lucky thing is that there is tests or stuff like that. Haiz.....

2006-01-23T11:25:00.000+08:00

Currently in school. Class ended early cause my lecturer got a meeting to attend to. Had film intro earlier on and I wacthed a film starring Robin Williams called What Dreams May Come. I am certainly touched by the film in a way, because Robin William's character went through a couple of obstacles just to bring his wife back from hell to heaven. The story certainly offered me another insight of relationship. I'm so going to get the DVD of the film. Its just a film which left a deep impression on me. I know some of you guys might think that the film is Cliche and that there are many films out there who have the exact plot. But well, if you look at the film deep, it will mean alot more compared to the other films which are available. If you have not watched it, but is interested, I would recommend you getting the DVD/VCD from a video rental. It is a definite must watch for those of you who are interested in films which talk about the strong relationship among a couple. Till next time...

2006-01-16T23:01:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, I am back for more stuff. Firstly, I would like to thank all my friends for their kind support for me going for the live audition at Brahaus Restaurant. Sad to say I did not make it in, but don't worry guys, I'm not disappointed as I went for the audition with a fun heart. Getting the job or not is not important, what is important is that I had fun and had exposure. Thanks guys, for your support. Actually to me, my logic is 有就有，没有就没有. If meant to have means have, if not no matter how hard I try also no use. I leave it naturally.

For now, I am busy with alot of things in school. Stuff like my computer graphics, my studio production and my story-telling. All this module's assignment is due this few weeks. I'm having quite a few things to do in church too. Certainly, heavy workload, but I think I should be able to survive. I am lacking sleep this few days though, so after this entry I am going to sleep.

A dicovery I made about the present day pairing of couples. This is just a simple idea. Do you guys, notice how pretty girls are getting together with average and not so good looking guys and handsome man are getting the average and not so good looking girls. This is a weird sight, cause in the past it use to be good looking and beautiful woman are together. But, I don't mind the current pairing, considering that most of us average-looking ones have a chance of having a beautiful girlfriend/boyfriend. Don't you agree?? LOl.... But anycase, its just a funny and casusal remark.

Alright super tireed... Going to get some sleep. Do leave a tag. Bye

2006-01-02T21:34:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year everyone!! Its 2006, hope everyone had fun counting down.. But then again, before we know it, CNY is just around the corner. Yes.... The period where I get some free salary for the year.

Went shopping for some clothes that day. Bought 2 pair of jeans for the new year. And I saw this super nice shirt which I have been aiming for a damn long time. But it's long sleeve... So I'm contemplating about it, afterall, how often do I get to wear a long sleeve shirt? Unless, someone decides to come up with a retro day or something then maybe I might get to wear it. Most of my pants are done, now is just left to the shirt part. Hopefully I find some soon.

School starts tmr... Hate it cause everyone is crowding the bus again, school kids and so many people..... THe bus would be so packed with so many people. I hate those who can't sleep straight and always lean in my direction. Want to sleep, stay at home lar, why come out?? Or start sleeping straight. I'm fine with people sleeping on the bus bt nt all over the place. All this people deserve to be shot man. Basket. I pay the same fare as them and they are so comfortable by sleeping while I am trying to be polite and give them space, then they like 越睡越爽 (more shiok the more they sleep) lean and lean... I tell you, one day I hope the bus driver brakes suddenly and those people go flying to the front of the bus. BASKET......

But in anycase, back to school tomorrow, which means lesser time to blog and stuff. BUt I will try to update often.. Till next time...

2005-12-31T22:52:00.000+08:00

Its the eve of New Year and I'm at home blogging. This is definitely diff from the past three new years that I had since getting involved in church. Most are at the D&D and thus not online. Or spending time with their love ones and family, well, not that I mind a quiet time alone, its just hard to adjust. Then again, KX, tol me that it reminded him of retirement. Haha, guess I really living a life of a Ah Gong... Lolz....

I'm waiting for 11.30 so that I can wish people Happy New year... But well, new year coming, so must also have resolution right... Actually mine is very simple de lar.
1) My family is healthy and safe
2) Get my dream guitar
3) Get good results in school
4) Get to know more people/friends
5) Improve my guitar skills
6) Have better relationships with my friends and people I know, especially more contact with my Godpa.
7) Some many other not so important stuff..

That is basically the resolution that I have for the year 2006. Till the next time, see ya guys ard.

2005-12-29T15:33:00.000+08:00

I finally got to write my blog entry after such a long time... Reason being the fact that I was without a laptop for almost a week. But no worries, I got it back. The motherboard was replaced and so the graphic problem that I used to have.. is gone. X'mas has also just passed and hope everyone has got their presents from all their friends and love ones. For me, I've got presents from all my friends. Thanks guys for your gifts. Btw Van, thanks for the gift that you made, must have took you awhile to make that name thingy. Cheryl thanks for lending me some memory space on your camera on X'mas day.

Though, I'm still hoping that one day I will get my dream guitar as a present. Speaking of which, Swee Lee is having discount but I also got no $$, so go also waste time. But I believe I will sure get the money one day to buy it. Maybe when I'm working, but for now, looks like I just have to survive with what I have..

School is starting soon on Mon. But.... when people are having their exams/common test, what are my mates and I doing, attending lectures and slacking around. Maybe one or two minor tests or projects here and there, but definitely not those that require us to stress our brains out studying and memorising. Haha, but no common test... Hahahahaha..... I'm so happy.

I finally moved into MM as a member, left YLM, my first youth group. Learnt lots of things with them, but well, I guess my calling was no longer with them... So I've moved on. Now I'm playing music as both passion as well as a service to the Man up there. One thing which Lyonel told us that day during meeting definitely left an impression. He said, even if we play sucky, people think that this bunch of people cannot play, so what, God will still appreciate it because we are playing for Him not anyone else. So what even if poeple thinks we can't make it... Most importantky, its our purpose and the mindset that we hold, which is to serve Him.. I guess that sort of drove a message to me and I think even if I screw up, God will still appreciate. But than again, I can't also be screwing up all the time. So well, hopefully, I will do well. Wish me all the best.

2005-12-06T17:45:00.000+08:00

Hahahaha, muahahahaha, Hi guys, I'm back to talk about a huge discovery about human beings. It dawned on me how dumb a human can get and admit something which might be totally unrelated to him/her. I found this out recently and it is just funny, because would a person admits to something which everyone is practically clueless about due to the lack of info. And I would daresay that no one would admit to something which is so open, I mean one would not say to the people who are after the person who owes money that you are actually the one who owe them $$ right and if they are beating up a person, please beat the me up?? Its as good as admitting to a crime which he/she has never done before... So when such a thing happen, it can only mean one thing. The person is guilty of something right?? Coz no one is stupid enough to own up for something which he/she might have totally not done. Its just weird, but certainly, it also goes to show alot about the person, either pea-brain or he/she is just plain.... Or he/she is trying to be hero...

Oh right, by the way Christmas is coming guys, and I think all of us out there hopes that we get the gifts which we want. Come to think about it, presents can come from all forms and shapes and from different persons, but it all come from one person, God. Because he knows best. The gift can come from anwhere, from your close relatives, friends and whoever, even say from people whom you don't like???? But hey guys, who cares I will still take the present from the person but one thing is I would give it to people who DESERVED this gift more than me, afterall, I've been bad this season and Santa is not giving me any ;P Right Guys?? Unfortunately too, this year due to fiancial difficulty, I'm unable to fufill alot of wishlist. Sorry guys, hope you would understand.

Sometimes, I'm surprised at how tough a human being's decision is, a person would not even change his/her views even if it is not worth it and even after people try to persuade someone, he/she would still stick with it. Well, one things for sure, I would not change my views easily, no matter whether people thinks its worth it or not. I mean you guys out there who knows me, should know that I don't change my views easily especially if its about people whom pissed me off or just plain irritating. Alright guys, I think you all are sick and tired of me ranting about weird stuff. So I promised Ill be back for more posts... Stay tuned

(the above entry is based solely on the blogger's views. Any similarities to any person dead or alive is purely coincidental.)

2005-11-30T15:26:00.000+08:00

Hmm. I know guys, its been a long time since I last blog. But well, aren't I here now. Anyway, its been a busy and packed week for me as I had alot of things to do, especially the JRS video, now its done, if not you think I so free here mehz. Then when I went to check my balance, I found that I'm actually left with $34.90. Talk about being broke and need money. Which is probably why the reason I so no life nowadays, coz hw to hv life when I dun have money to do stuff that allows me to have life.

I guess this year there won't be any presents from me.... I can't even survive let alone trying to fulfil someone else's dream. On the other hand though, I dun mind people helping me(lol!!). Anycase, I guess there must be a reason why I end up this way. perhaps due to the reason that I did not manage to gt a job other than the bank offer which only needed me for 3 days. If I had the money though, I wish I could have bought presents for most of my classmates(yes most, coz some pple deserve all this gifts, some don't...) my church mates and some other people.

So guys, if this year you don't receive anything from me does not mean I don't like you but I really cannot afford that much things. Even cards are getting expensive, so I guess I would only get my most of you cards. Hope you guys can understand...

Even my plans of getting a guitar has to be pushed back. Given the current amount of money I have, I think I can only buy afew sets of strings coz other stuff is too ex.... haiz, alright, going back to do my movie report. Cya guys around.

2005-11-20T21:51:00.000+08:00

Hehe, I'm so happy today. Took part in the church Talent search and guess what, I won 2nd prize together with my friends. I must say, that it was a pretty good try, since like most of us never play together except for Stef, Poon and Me. Addison and Rachel just so happen to join us, I guess its sort of a experience that the Man up there has for me.

Though, I must say that it was not as stress as I thought it would be. Felt like I'm in a world of my own. Hehe, must admit that made quite abit of screwup, but considering we had around 3 weeks of practise. We are 2nd place perhaps due to this screw-ups, but I think 1st prize is well deserved by the winner as it was a original composition, while we were just playing covers. So I guess it was a great fight but who cares, 2nd place is a good result.

Used Poon's Telecaster by Squier. Sounds not too bad, have the feeling of a Fender, but well, like duh..., Squier is by Fender. But well, I still prefer a Stratocaster cause I can have more tone selection. While Tele only has 3 selection. But in anycase, sort of fulfill part of a dream by touching a Squier.

Hm.... that is all that has happen, so now I think I shall go zonk off..... But I want that Stratocauster. Till next time

2005-11-17T21:33:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, I think I better blog about something before my blog get hang chicken head. mauahahha. Haven been free this few weeks, finished my cousin's montage on Sun and now I'm working hard on the JRS video. Learnt quite a few things this few lectures, some of the things are quite fun.

I managed to watch Meepok Man for my intro to film, guess I made the right choice in joining this film as I get to watch films that I never thought about watching. Meepok man would never be seen by me as it is onli available at film festival. Plus its M18 rating I think, so I guess I would probably never get to see it if I never join the course. Btw Meepok man is a local film by Eric Khoo and its sort of talks about the side of S'pore you never want to find out about or seldom see.

Though I must say, the cast sort of fail the mark to make the film realistic. Such as when one of the cast, speak in Hokkien, it sounded funny, perhaps we watch too much of him talking in English and English shows. So yah, but the cast are all local. But one things for sure, the tazxi driver certainly fit the role well.

Took back my photos from my photography class. Here is an example of what I took. Motion Blur

2005-11-07T20:27:00.000+08:00

Hm.... school has started and though its not as happening as the last semester, but nonetheless, its still fun. I had watched 2 film for my intro to film already, Wizard of Oz and Singing In The Rain. Between the two, I prefer Singing In The Rain although both of the film has fabulous cinematography. Singing In The Rain is one show that I would dare say couples watch. Though not a open love story, its still quite interesting to see how a guy can serenade a girl in those days as compared to nowadays, if you try that the girl will think you are nuts and run away.

I'm also working on my cousin's wedding mondage(is this how you spell it??) Manage to finished it within two days, funny, how I never manage to do stuff like that within 2 days when I in school. Maybe under stress and had alot of other dateline to meet. But anycase, yup, guess it will benefit my portfolio. It's fine doing stuff like this, maybe can do full-time to earn some extra cash.

Then again, I'm damn pissed with somebody(I duno if the person is going to read this, but well..) I'm not against the person, but its just that the person is getting on my nerves day by day. I dun know why, the last time this happen, I was in a relationship... Perhaps, there was similarity somewhere which cause me to piled up the pressure. I think I'm going to erupt and blow at someone. So guys, if one day, I blow my top at you, please understand that I'm not doing it in purpose, but if you had really tried to be funny with me, then you deserved getting it from me....

Neway, I'm listening to Beyond's song(not that I don't like Blues or Eric Clapton anymore, but I guess its good to move away sometimes, this way, can appreciate more. Beyond is good man, unfortunately they disbanded liaoz. Haiz, there is not going to be another who has their style.

Speaking of which, I would be taking part in the talent search in church together with Poon, Rachel and Addison. Hopefully, we will do well, but anycase, I'm just joining for the fun and experience of things.

Haiz, I think thats all that is happening in my life currently. Till next time...

(The above entry is based on the blogger's views and thoughts, any coincidence to any one dead or alive is purely coincidental)

2005-10-31T16:16:00.000+08:00

Hmm.... This is just going to be a short entry. Went to Cheshire Home(Home for physically disabled) on Sat. I don't know how did I end up there in the first place cause I really didn't intend to go since it was like not planned. But I still tagged along with the rest(representing church in place of MPM) and went there to accompany the residents there.

When I reached there, I didn't really know what to do, since it was like the second time I was there. The residents seems to be quite happy to see people there to accompany them, though I was asked why the church did not go last month and sort of quite pissed as it was a hot and humid day.

I did not make much of the first approach to the residents as I was irritated. But then since I'm already there, I had no choice bt to reach out to them. But as time goes by, I slowly got use to the residents and before long, I was talking to them in the languages which I was fluent in, mainly teochew, hokkien, english and chinese(it pays to know more language. muahahaha) I soon was becoming like their friend within the short amount of time I was there. Talking to them and helping them with their things.

Then it dawn on me that they are also quite lonely staying in the home for most of their life and doing the same thing without having much freedom to move around and travel around Singapore like the other folks around. Having to stay in the home because of their difficulties in moving about. But it is volunteers who take time off to help out at the home who make their day interesting and a company in an otherwise boring life. Similar to a caged.

This left me thinking and having to acknowledge the less fortunate people in the society. I don't know how to explain the meaning, but it just left a very deep impression in my mind. I wonder if I should make a habit of visiting the home if I'm free in that month. I guess to us normal people it may mean nothing, but to residents there, it is volunteers who make their otherwise boring lives interesting.

Here is a line which I had gained. "I can make a difference in another person's life no matter how small the effort"

2005-10-28T21:29:00.000+08:00

Went to Poon's place to practise for the talent search on church's feastday, was there with poon(like duh... his hse leh), addison and rachel before cheryl joined us after she finished her job interview. Was actually thinking, about my job interview in the future. I know its still a long way off to think about it, but in this industry that I'm in, I guess its good to start preparing my portfolio just in case I need it. I would be having maybe say 2... My cousin is getting married and I would be helping him film the wedding ceremony and get the video out, its gona be busy period man. Then there is this Jesuit video that Hil asked if i was interested in editing, which I agreed, since its like doing it for the furthur spread of God's love to the people around. So it will do for my portfolio currently, anymore I will die of exhaustion.

Then school is staring soon, so fun, only enrolled in 5 modules and 3 of them are damn fun(to me lah!!) Studio Production, Photography and CG... So fun, can't wait for school to start so that I can lay my hands on all those equipments that the industry is using. But have to be careful while using the stuff.... Its EX.... Anyway, also can't wait to see all my classmates, shiok lah, my paparazzi partner is in T1B3 too.. muahahaha... And the rest of the gang, my "granddaughters"(they call me ah kong... haiz, guess I'm getting old), KX, KS, ZH etc.... Too many if I want to cont'd man. Hey pple, btw when we playing mahjong?? I very long never touched mahjong tiles liaoz....(hands itchy). Then I was like looking thru my notes, whoa..... alot of things man, there goes the paper budget for me.... But who cares, I get to do what I like... Its my life. Though I guess I would have to stay up late to write essays regarding films... Back to the late nights and hard work again. I want get posted overseas for my job attachment, so have to work hard.

Then I also want my guitar, but the thing is I still can't find the cash to buy a Squier, perhaps, I should just wait till I start working 5 years later and get myself a Fender.... I don't know. Or maybe God might just drop one down for me. Hehe, don't think its possible, better work hard for it. Well, nothing much to do at this time, Tv are getting boring, perhaps they are waiting for me in the future. Muahaha, okok, I better stop this before I get killed or stoned. Hmm, I also noticed my blog entry are getting shorter, perhaps its because I blog more often nowadays thats why no accumulation. But who cares, when school starts, I be too busy and it be back to long blogs again... Ah wells, I'm getting bored, maybe I'll stop here now and find something to entertain myself. Cya guys ard. Tata

2005-10-25T21:40:00.000+08:00

Hm.. A short post for the day. I was listening to Eric Clapton songs again, like duh...... hehe, what to do, I hope to reach his standard someday. In any case, alot of his songs are quite meaningful, stuff like tears in heaven and wonderful tonight are written with heart felt feelings for the two special person in his life, his wife and son. Though its a sad thing that both died. But really, if you had seen his concert, this are the two songs which he sings with the most feeling. As a listener, I can really feel how he is feeling just by listening carefully enough, and I think he has fulfilled a singer's potential, that is to let the listeners feel the song.

In order to do this, he first has to really feel the song. That is why I say songs like that are really wonderful, as compared to the other present day music such as punk rock, screamers and black metal(no offence guys). Do you think they are feeling the song? To me, I think they are just screaming and singing something which they themselves don't understand. Some might say love songs are really sucky which in turn I want to ask, can a punk rocker, screamer put his feeling into a song in which he trys so hard to perfect by screaming his lungs or throat out?? I bet he is too busy screaming to put his heart into the song.

Sometimes, I feel those who refuse to listen to love songs are missing out on a great deal. Say I bad, but well, I think they are lacking love or something, thats why they don't dare to listen to meaningful songs or love songs. No offence, but to you guys out there who do not listen to love songs or similar, try it one day and listen to it with a open heart..

Meanwhile, I'm going back to listen to all the Blues hits by Clapton. So see you guys around...

(The above blog is based on the view of the blogger. Any coincidence to any person dead or alive is purely coincidental...Deepest apologies if anyone has been offended)

living life to the fullest

2005-10-20T20:45:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, some people has sort of bombarded me with question regarding being in a relationship. They asked me whether being in one is a happy thing to do, well, my answer is of course you would be if the relation is meant to be, but what if the relationship is not meant to be? Well, let me show you my pictures when I was in one and when I am single, then you tell me what you think yah??

When I was in a relationship.....(look like the picture infront of the van)

When I'm not in a relationship.. (Look so much better, so much more happier, enjoying life.....)

Anyway ah guys out there, seriously, whether you just got dumped or you just dump someone, don't look back on the past.... Look towards the future, live life to the fullest, my logic, meant to be yours will be yours, not meant to be yours, you pray also no use. As for those who don't deserved to be dumped, don't be sad, its the fella who missed out and my heart goes out to you. As for those who deserved to dumped, and still think that you should not be dumped, WAKE UP YOUR IDEA LAH....!!!

Oh, by the way, just to let you guys know, I've been sort of hooked on Eric Clapton songs, come on man, he is just that good lah, one of the best around. I'm currently restoring my acoustic guitar too, definitely cost alot more cheaper than if I bring it to any of the guitar shops around. I still want the Squire Strat, but I'm just looking for a good deal to pass by. Been trying to figure out how to edit my blog, but still can't get any good blogskin, so I think I will create one myself man. Ah wells, I see you guys around. Tag people, my tagboard getting stale.....

2005-10-14T11:54:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, I'm back..... Hehe, I just got my inspiration about a topic after listening to the theme song from The Myth(Movie By Jackie Chan). The movie is very amazing, with all the nicely done transitions and the stunts which is Jackie Chan's trademark. I really have to take my hat off to the scriptwriter and the director who is none other than Stanley Tong, job well done. So as I was saying, I was listening to the song from the movie and thinking about the scenes from the movie and sort of got hit by a inspiration. It is regarding human greed and couple's love for one another.

Firstly, lets start with human greed first. I decided to talk about this coz in the movie, one of the character depicted by Tony Leung Ka-Fai and the bad guy in the movie, went to great lengths to search for the lengendary floating tomb built by Qin Shi-Huang, Each with their own pupose(for what is their purpose, watched the movie to find out)

In the end, they did got their wishes however, none managed to come out alive, instead they perished. Why, because none of them were willing to put down their own selfish purpose. This is part of human greed. People are so often into some things for their own personal selfish gains that they forget about friendship and family ties. They would often go to great lengths inculding betraying their friends and making use of them to attain certain goal. In this part, let me use an example, as I'm in the film industry, lets just use this example of let say a person who is working on a film project together with a few friends, sort of make use of the other members in the team to do most of the job, as the person had other things to work with. And when the result comes out, the few who had to slogged their ass off got the same things as the ones who did not participate as much. This is a showcase of greediness as the person wants to gain as much points/benefits in as many aspects as possible, thus making use of the people around to gain what he/she has setted out to achieve, which certainly is not fair.

In the end, the person does get what he/she wants but did the person picked up the skills which the others picked up, such as man management and skilled communication? This example is one in which many can see the greediness of man, which is simailar to the characters depicted in the movie, they did get what they want, but in the end they perished together with their dreams, achieving nothing in this process. '

Thus, personally, I feel that one should not be greedy and be scheming in achieving their own personal goals, if one wants to learn something and be good in something, he/she should do it personally and not make use of the people around. This way, when the matter is completed, one would feel the satisfaction and would strive for better things.

Secondly, let us talk about the love between couples. In the movie, the characters of Jackie Chan and Kim Hee-Seon were so madly in love that Kim Hee-Seon character waited for Jackie's character for afew hundred years. Why is this possible?? hehe, watch the movie lah. But now I'm just wondering of the love of two person is able to withstand such long period of time.

Well, from my personal opinion, yes this is possible if the couple was really made for each other, but if the couple is not meant to be, no matter how long they wait(be it a thousand years or a million), they will never find their happiness. Perhaps one might say that in those days the society was less complicated as compared to now. This is one thing which i do not agree with, because no matter how complicated the world becomes, the couple's love would not change if they were meant to be.

In our world today, the tempo of the world has increased substantially and the people are much more educated, and perhaps what is important to most people are the money that one has in the bank account rather than the true love. Does that mean that all couples nowadays are just talking about money?? This is of course not true, there are many couples who are together because they are seriously in love with one another.

Couples whose love for each other are true, will be able to hold their love for each other for eternity even till the day they die, but for those who are not, then I can only say that you are wasting your time. Will a guy wait for his dream girl and will a girl wait for her dream guy for eternity, that is a hard question to answer for people nowadays, but for people in the past, what they hold was true and simple love which was why they can wait for each other for that long. Of course, you will say that it is in the movies as a person can never live that long. That I have to agree, but have you ever thought that what if... This question can only be answer by couples, for me, that is just one thing which I wanted to bring out for you guys out there to think about. And before I go, I shall leave you guys with the lyrics of the theme song of The Myth. See you guys around...

(*The above was an entry based on the views and ideas of the blogger, any smilarities to persons dead or alive are purely coincidental)

Lyrics
Endless Love
Jackie Chan & Kim Hee-Seon
(Original was in Chinese and Korean, but i've got the chinese version for better understanding)
成:解开我最神秘的等待
星星坠落风在吹动
终于再将你拥入怀中
两颗心颤抖

成:相信我不变的真心
千年等待有我承诺
无论经过多少的寒冬
我决不放手

(韩)金:现在紧抓住我的手闭上眼睛
请你回想起过去我们恋爱的日子
我们是因为太爱
所以更使得我们痛苦
我们连"爱你"这句话都无法讲

成:每一夜被心痛穿越
思念永没有终点
早习惯了孤独像随
我微笑面对

成:相信我我选择等待
再多苦痛也不闪躲
只有你的温柔能解救
无边的冷漠

(韩)金:现在紧抓住我的手闭上眼睛
请你回想起过去我们恋爱的日子
我们是因为太爱
所以更使得我们痛苦
我们连"爱你"这句话都无法讲

合:让爱成为你我心中
那永远盛开的花
穿越时空绝不低头永不放弃的梦

金:我们是因为太爱
所以更使得我们痛苦
我们连"爱你"这句话都无法讲

合:让爱成为你我心中
那永远盛开的花

金:我们千万不要忘记我们的约定

合:唯有真爱追随你我
穿越无尽时空

金:我们连"爱你"这句话都无法讲

成:爱是心中唯一不变美丽的神话
(Adapted from The Myth)

2005-10-12T21:27:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, nothing much to talk about this few weeks. So to keep you guys happy, I decided to show you guys the 2 guitars under the wish-list on the side bar. As for the next entry, it should come soon. So stay tuned. But mean time, enjoy the guitars... Ciao....

This is the current guitar that I'm trying to get now. The Squier(the budget brand from Fender)Strat which resemble country legend, Bob Dylan has. Cost: S$200-$350

This is my dream guitar that I hope to get when I turn pro. The Fender(the best electric guitar brand in the market)Strat which resemble the model that Blues legend, Eric Clapton has. Cost: S$1700-$2500

2005-09-24T23:09:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, I know it’s been awhile since my last blog entry. Typing nowadays has become much slower for me as I do not get any of practises during the holidays as compared to during the semester where I got lots of assignment to type.

Been quite a meaningful week for me with class bbq/camp-over, job enquiry and so much more other things, lets start with the bbq/camp-over since I named it first. I miss T1A3 by the way, it was so much fun hanging around with them at ECP (East Coast Park), having a barbeque and the camp-over. Let’s start with the beginning since I think everything should have a beginning and end.

Firstly, on Tuesday, I went down to Parkway’s Giant and some other shops to buy all the stuff required for the bbq, stuff like tongs, charcoal/fire-starter, food and all the other barangs together with Von, Aisya, KS, KX and Pam. Starting I thought it was going to be easy since like we have 3 girls on the shopping team, but then I found out that out of the 6 of us, I was the only one who sort of had a better idea of how to buy stuff (Not saying I very good, but well, its like I’m more experience perhaps due to me taking Home Econs for my “O”s. So well, we bought all the stuff that you would normally see at bbq, chicken wings, hotdogs, fillet, sotong and stuff. Then Von saw the sting ray on the rack and was asking if we could have sting ray for bbq, then I was like if we have excess money to buy, and guess what we did have extras and we bought the sting ray, here is the part whereby I tell you guys a very funny thing, the uncle was very nice to help us pick a nice sting ray but when we told him no need when he asked if we wanted him to help us chop the sting ray up, he gave us a don’t regret look man, I was like thinking to myself just because we are teens does not mean that we don’t know how to deal with it, I got go and learn from all my relatives who can cook one hor…

So we paid for the stuff before heading down to Von’s place to prepare the food, cleaning the sotong and stuff, I was quite stress considering that everyone was looking at me while I cleaned the fillet and the sotong. I quite becoming like a Martin Yan, but hey guys, next time if we are having a bbq or gathering, please don’t look at me like I some expert cause I am not yah, it just adds on the pressure for me. So I gave some ideas on how to deal with the chicken wings and all the other stuff, it took quite awhile with occasional questions from Pam regarding the sotong and stuff, so I offered a little points here and there, except I still can’t really explain the transparent thingy in the sotong. But who cares, I go around and find out more first.

So after preparing the stuff we head home to rest and prepare for next day. So on Wednesday, we went to Von’s place again to help her marinate the sting ray and stuff before bringing them down to ECP. When we reached there the wind was super strong that when we took out the tent, the tent almost flew away. But well, after the cooperation among us T1A3 classmates, we manage to pitch the tent and I would say it was quite stable as it did not collapse. So we started the bbq at around 5, but it did not work out as the fore was not entirely started and thus we can’t bbq anything. Then we also found out that we left the margarine at Von’s place, so in the end, KX, Eric and Von have to head back home to take the stuff we forgot, so when they were gone, we tried to bbq some stuff when we found that it does not work as the food will stick to the grill, so instead of bbq-ing, I tried to get a better and stronger flame, so I tried starting the fire as the earlier one didn’t really reach the intensity I was looking for. So I started another one with all the others behind me chatting and entertaining themselves, haha, then I heard Krys say that guys start fire will take a long time one, but when a guy start fire still not that bad, so hehe, I guess a guy do not have to have company in order to make something work. So in the end, I did mange to get a fire started, but seriously man, it was hard work. Just when the fire started, Von, KX and Eric came back with the stuff, what luck, and because the flame would have to be started again if they were later coz I is already dying trying to keep the flame going.

So we had stuff to eat thanks to poor Pam who was so kindly looking after everyone, ensuring that all got their share until I believe she herself did not eat much. So halfway through, the girls went to Von’s place to shower, while the rest of the guys stayed behind to help clean up the pit. When they came back the area was sort of already cleared, I mean I do not expect them to clean after they shower right. So yup, it was all cleaned by the time they came back. Then we headed down to the beach with a mat and sat there and started playing songs. Supposedly, Aisya was playing until I joined them (Sorry Aisya, took your fun away) Anyway, we played a few songs until I went to take a shower, the experience was fun man, showering at 11-12am, the water was cooling man, serious. I went back to the campsite and continued playing songs, until we decided to play cards and tell ghost story, hehe, but we did not really said much as we then cycled down to Bedok jetty trying to catch some couple smooching, but to no avail.

So we went further towards the other end of ECP, that was when we saw couples making out in the car, used tissue paper, fogged up car windows, newspaper covering the window and car rocking, boy, you wished you had been there man. So after that, we headed back down to camp and laid ourselves on the beach under the moon, it was like right place, right atmosphere, wrong people, haiz, what to do?? But it was not that bad lah. So we waited there until 430am when we headed down to Macs to buy breakfast before heading back to sit at the breakwater to eat breakfast. Then we went back to the beach where most of us waited for the sunrise, I went to take a nap. Hehe, what to do, tired lah, that was when we woke up at around 6 to noticed that there was no sunrise, cause it was cloudy in the sky, so I woke everyone up to start packing and I would say we did a quick job, clearing up, when we noticed we got bluff, the sky cleared up and haiz, what to do not fated to see lah…

So we hang around waiting for the bike shop to open so that we can return the bike, KX took a few pics of a blocked sunrise due to clouds, and Thea and Sean keeping each other company in each other’s arms in such a wonderful backdrop (Ok guys, lets hear it. 1..2..3.. Aw….. lol) That was when Zhong Hui, gave me a car ride back home but not before sending Pam back. That is the bbq..

The job enquiry went quite well, it was for a job to be a musician at a pub. Sort of suits my style, acoustic kind of music and in a pub some more, now I’m currently waiting for good news, so guys, if I get the job, must come support ah..

By the way, did I mentioned I tasted my first beer liaoz?? I tried Heineken, Stout, Kilkenny, Hoeegarden, Stella Artoise (Whatever you spell it). On different occasions, but guys, I’ not going to make drinking my past time yah, its just for fun. Haiz, I guess some might have already dozed off reading so, I think I’ll stop here. See you guys till next time.

2005-09-11T21:10:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, I know, its been quite a while since I last blogged, its getting rusty and dusty I know. Well, alot of things happened within this period that I was not blogging. Was my birthday on Wednesday and all my friends sort of celebrated it for me. Well, 18th b'day is not really a huge cause for a celebration, but well, it is still necessary as it proves that I have lived on this earth for 18 donkey years(Thank you Lord!!!) I would also like to thank all my friends for celebrating this joyous occasion of my life. I like all the cakes which you all bought(both schoolmates and Church pple. Thanks.) But well, 3 cakes in a week is hardly funny man, hehe, but well, its the thought that counts. And I'm going to thank afew people personally.

Firstly, I would like to thank my schoolmates, especially Krys, Von, Joanne & Aisya for specially taking time off from their busy schedule to celebrate my birthday on Thurs. Zhong Hui and Steve for their birthday wishes though the two of them can't make it on that day. Not forgetting the rest of the class people.... Hehe, here is the part whereby most would have already notice that the four people who were at the celebration are all.... Ladies.... of course, I know I know some of you are going to say I "Lao Tee Ko" bluff girls... Hey come on guys, these 4 ladies call me Ah Kong can...? Which means that they are granddaughters of mine... Sad right, no one to carry on the family line... Muahahahahaha, just joking lah, I really like to thank them for celebrating my Bday for me.. Thanks again guys.... But then again, do I look like an Ah Kong?? I think Uncle more like it lah... Afterall, Arhem, I am t6he proud uncle of 4 nephews and 1 niece... Hehe, so yah lor, uncle lah hor... Hehe.

Secondly, I would like to thank YLM for their "suprise"(Inverted cause I found out...) celebration at J8 Macs. Thanks for the cake guys, it was wonderful, hehe, the 3(or was it 4??) years I spent in YLM was simply fantastic and wonderful. Learnt quite alot from you guys, be it spiritually or in my personal life, it is just wonderful. Thanks Cheryl for the cards, Julia for the tuner and card(Tuner not cheap ah??.. :P). I picked up my guitar from YLM too, thanks to the Big One... Haha, well, but he is okay lah. And all the other people who sent their wishes...

Thirdly, I would like to thank my family for celebrating my 18th birthday. Thanks Mum & Dad, hehe, without you guys, I don't think I can make it this far, especially Mum for your encouragement, constant nagging, essence of chicken and sleepless nights whenever I do my project. Don't worry, I will do you guys proud when I graduate from FSV. My sis for being my friend in the family. Thanks guys.

Lastly, I would like to thank the man above, Jesus Christ.... For making all my wishes come true and guiding me through this 18 years of my life and watching over me. Carying me in your arms when I was down and using me as your servant. Lord, thanks, continue to guide me in your light and use me as your servant, but at the same time keep me humble and meek, for without you, I won't be around too. Thanks

Okay, now that I have thank almost everyone. Its time to say some words. Haha, well, I guess now being 18 means more responsibility, sense and more thinking. Well, it also means that I should be more sensible in my thinking. Though I can drink legally, it do not mean that I will drink till my heart's content, instead, I should know when to start and when to stop.. That should be the correct way of doing it.

Wha.... So long ah, I think my 21st birthday will be a speech liao ah... Haha, so I think I will stop liao lah.

Now that I have done all the joyous stuff. I guess its time for some sad stuff. Actually, it is not that sad lah. Its just that I would be leaving YLM to pursue a calling and passion which has bugged me a year back. Which is to join Music Ministry and help bring it back to its glorious days. Not say that it is lousy now lah, but the original members are sort of moving on in their ministries, so I decided I can do something and contribute to MM. It has always been a calling for me to serve within the mass rather than around and outside of it, as it is a closer feeling when I'm in the mass. Since young, I wanted to be a server, but I did not join as I felt something else beckoning, then I joined YLM to plan and learn more about the liturgy. Now, I'm finally moving to within the mass where I will be providing the music for the entire congregation. I won't be not appearing in YLM, but it would be more to conduct praise & worship sessions and help out in camp. But my main priority would be in MM as a musician.

Hehe, alright guys, I think I have said enough(finally...??! yes I know) So well till next time. See ya guys around.

2005-08-31T17:45:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, its been awhile since I last blogged, I know, but busy lah, what can I do?? Anyway, went back to my sec school today, bugger, went at 9 then found out that they only allow old boys to go in only when at 11, should not have went so early lor, waste my time only. Anyway, so I waited till 11, in the process making Jowell to take over my peer tutoring for my timeslot while I took over his.... So yah, I'm in the school's midi room now, waiting for people to come which I don't think have except for the 3 other guys who are here to finish their project. So boring... I know. But well, made a promise to Chin Boo, got to fulfill it, after all he is such a sunshine teacher, how can I PS(To Note: PS means pang seh in Hokkien; In English is call stand him up) him right nots... So yah, I am finishing my duty only at 7pm.

So as I was saying, I went back to my shcool today to go see all my teacher, then guess what, the first thing my classmate see me, they say:"Wha.... you slim down alot sia....." and I'm like "Whatever"(Esper, 2005), come on guys, I only lost abit of weight lah, not as if I change my body.... Anyway, then another came up to me and said:"Wha you look so PUNK now" my reply, I have always been a PANG.... So they asked me what I do to lose weight, well so I think I will share abit with your guys. Well, just exercise weekly, it helps, serious... It worked for me what... Then try to control on the food intake, try not to take in more than what you require. Dieting is just a waste of time, especially if you like to eat(just like me, thats why dieting never work for me) Try all this to see if it works. For people who is already super slim but stil think they are fat, you are FORBIDDEN, I repeat FORBIDDEN to lose weight furthur using the method mentioned above, I don't want you to end up breaking a bone the moment you sneeze.

Alright back to the point as I was saying earlier, than my teacher saw me and of course they would ask me what course I'm in. So I told them Film, Sound, Video. and they were like really.... Then would mentioned about the short film that was shown on PM Lee NDP speech and whether it was under the same course. So I said, yes, it is, but all done by my seniors, and they were like not bad ah. Yup, I guess I choose the right path and industry, not to say that only because it is a famous course now, but because it suits my personality and it was a dream since young to work in this industry. So yah, here I am.... hehe, well, guys from T1A3, thanks man, its been a wonderful experience working with you guys, and for those of you who wonder how my classmates look like, here is a picture by Yvonne and Aisya.

2005-08-23T22:39:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, been busy with school work man. All the assignments have to be handed in within this last few weeks, come to think about it, time flys by damn quickly lah, had been in the school for almost half a year alreadi. Hehe, bt I guess there are still plcs which I have not went to in the school. Like well, plcs which pple might think is fun. Muaahahaha, anyway, the class also planning a class chalet, I think I will be there to R&R lah, play guitar, watch movie. Hehe, and be paparazzi. Hahaha. Well, my soccer tournament coming up soon, now must start maintaining the form. Tomorrow having the last training bfore my teammates step onto the field proper. Well, seriously, if you ask me if I want to win the 1st prize, my answer is I don't know. I leave it up to the rest of my mates, after all I might just be playing as a defender only, so yah lor, the goals have to leave it to my strikers. Though the clean sheets might have to rely on the defenders and the keeper. Well, I let you guys noe when the tournament is over whether we won or not. But for now, here is some picture for you guys, of my group and I setting up lighting in class. See ya....

stressful period

2005-08-20T22:04:00.000+08:00

This is a damn stressful period in school, But I'm going to pull through no matter what. All my assignments are due during this last few weeks of the semmester, after this is play all the way man..... Everything would be over. But well, during this period have to sacrifice quite a few things in life such as going to church for meeting. Missed 3 weeks liao.... But well, I guess this is the type of life that I chose when I come into this industry. But hey, no regrets. After all, I'm sure all this would pay off. My grades have sort of improve, though it might not be the best around, but who cares, at least I pass.... Haha.

I'm still contemplating on whether I should write a song or just write the journal for my Soc Psy assignment. I dun mind writing the song but I can't write lyrics. This is bad news man. But I think a answer will come to me soon. Having location production paper on Mon. Only barely made it past Chap 4. This is bad...... Haiz, I think I better stop loafing around and get back to work. See ya guys around

2005-08-16T21:01:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, I'm back. Went to get a hair cut today, sort of just trim. Cause I am going to grow my hair long. Then sort of highlighted/bleach my hair, though it is not very obvious as I did not really get it done for a long time. Now I'm sort of having this orangie brown on my head. Hehe, you guys are going to say that I look like Ah beng. But, who cares. My hair what.... I also sort of trim it so that it will look abit diff when it grows long.

Oh btw, for those of you who want to see how it looks like on the lorry when my crew and cast went filming. This is the pics took while on the lorry. We took this while travelling and people from other lorries thought that we were crazy. Neway, Aisya was eating her lunch when we decided that it is a Kodak moment. Haha, so enjoy....

job well done

2005-08-13T21:38:00.000+08:00

Woo.... Ended filming for final project today. Was filming the whole day lah. So tired and dead now man. But it was all worth the hard work, as the end product is very satifactory and I feel that the whole crew has all worked hard and grew in experience. The whole crew was very professional, putting in their best effort and trying to make all the shots look as realistic as possible. Btw saying so much, crew members of June productions, thank you for putting in the best effort and it was a very fun learning experience for me. Thanks to all the other people who have helped too, our casts, our driver and all our classmates.

Btw, we had fun on the lorry which we rented too. For some of us, it was alot of first time such as being in the tunnel in open air conditions, taking the lorry for the first time. But it was all enjoyable especially with all the bumps on the roads and our lorry is not exactly the best around. But well, we still got the job done. Thank you.

Well that was what happened today, so yup. So tired, time to zonk myself out and start studying tmr for the test on Mon. Till next time

food for a thought

2005-08-11T11:36:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, Slacking in my school library now, suppose to have lessons on thurs, but as the sem is coming to an end, most of the classes have either been cancelled or turned into consultation hours. Well, in any case, yah, I'm free now until ard 1 pm when i have my consultation. Btw, I'm super happy today, coz i manage to score quite a respectable score in my Art & Design which is a module i have to pass in order to take Animation. It has always been a dream for me to be able to create an animation out of my own hardwork. I'm not going to tell you guys the score, just in case some people will say I proud, so I'm just going to say that upon 40, I'm somewhere around in the zone. So yah, hopefully I can pass and maintain this way so that I can make it to specialise in Animation in yr 2.

Btw, when I was slacking in here in the library, A thought struck me, it may seems like a direct challenge to all those who are in a relationship. But hey, I was there once and sorry if anyone is offended by this but yah, was just wondering. A couple who are together, may seems happy and feels that the other person is the right one. But is it really because they really love each other or do they simply craving for something else(I dun think I should go deeper into "Something else". We all know lah huh...)?? You may ask why suddenly I have this kind of thought, well, firstly, because looking at the world today, no need to go far, just Singapore, one would not find it hard to spot all the love birds hugging, kissing each other in public and stuff, well, I do suppose its the way it has to be since we are living in a changing world and Western influences. True to a certain extent, I don't deny it as being one of the cause.

And seriously, I don't mind it if the couples are really in love but what if it was just a moment of raging hormones, or well, sorry guys, but I have to say it, to just satify each other. Then I would have to say its a damn big mistake lah... Seriously, one won't want to do something which they will regret later. Even if the couple is serious about each other, they should not do things which might be against a social norm. Such as hugging each other tightly in the hands, smooching each other, its just so against the social norm you know. Holding of hands still acceptable lah. And I agree that a couple does require their own personal time, but guys, not in the open lah(GET A ROOM!!!) Can't one just control abit meh, wait until you're on your own then do lah.....

Alright back to the the heading, a food for a thought, for those already in a relationship; are you in a relationship because you really love each other and not because you are just looking for comfort in either the physical form or soul. For those not in a relationship and thinking of getting into one; are you seriously sure that you are able to accept the girl and you are really in love with her? For those who are thinking of swinging and going around flirting or whatever; is it worth all the trouble?? Are you doing the right thing?? Are you able to handle the aftermath/consequences??

So well, I guess, I'm going to get stoned for typing all the above, but well I just want to offer a food for thought.

(*The above entry is the personal thoughts and works of the blogger, any resemblance to any person dead or alive is purely coincidental. Any offence to anyone is deeply regretted)

2005-08-09T11:45:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, I know its been a while since I last blog, hehe, what to do, have been busy with school lah. Anyway, here are some recent updates. Well, for starters, I have got back my old interest in Big Band jazz music. This were the kind of music that I've enjoyed since Sec sch days just in case you didn't know(I know you are all going to say that wat a old man.... But come on I love stuff like tat) A bit of history for you who don't know this were the music that were most popular in the 1920s, but as time went by it sort of died out. Then I thought that it was hard to look for stuff like that since it was kinda a died out trend. But guess what, that day while I was i school, my classmate played this on her lappy and I got into the mood.... Haha, (btw Aisya, if you're reading this. Thks) Then it just so happen, my audio lecturer Mr Tan walk in and heard the music, and that was when he told us that he used to play in a band like this, COOL......

So, with such an established drummer who plays my favourite genre of music, obviously, I will ask him for some suggestions on the Big Band leaders right, so yup, I did and now I'm enjoying the CDs which I borrowed from my school library. I also happened to ask him to inform me if there is any upcoming performance in S'pore. I'm dying to watch a Big Band live in action man. Then, I also found out that I'm not the only one, 2 of my mates also listen to stuff like that. Haha, finally, I got some "Kaki" who share the same genre of music... Haha. So yup, can't wait for any performance man. So see ya guys ard.... Cya.... Till nest time

2005-07-31T22:40:00.000+08:00

Woo hoo, Ubin was super fun man. The incline and downhills there were super shiok. The bike were super steady lah, you can feel the wind while coming downhill, bt the uphill were the killers, your leg feels like jelly of you're not used to it. But luckily, at least I got do some form of exercise through S&W. But the down side was that it was raining heavily on Ubin and when we're cycling, we really have to cover our face by wearing a cap so that the rain drops won't get into the eyes and obstruct the view ahead. But it was a great feeling to be have the rain coming down on you when you cycle down hill lah. woo hoo. If given the chance I would go every week man as a form of relaxation. But well, one must be damn steady in cycling there lah, if not you will be dying and falling off as the terrain are all quite rough. The rambutans season must be there at Ubin coz wherever you go, you get to see all those red rambutans. Hahaha.

Then KNS, my lao pei ended up in hospital again. So sway rite...... Juz tot tat he can start walking and working again, he fracture his left leg again. But its a new area just above the knee. Then he also twisted his left knee. Talk about painful. For my classmates, just in case you dun noe. My Dad met wif an accident last year around this timing and he broke his whole left leg. His legs are supported by metal plates, screws and nails after that and he sort of recovered but still walk wif a limp. So just when my whole family thought that everything is over, he fell and broke his left leg again....... Wha liaozzzz..... So now gtta go for op to remove his old metal plates to install a new one which is longer and can cover his new fracture areas. Talk about being sway lorz..... Somemore he is my Dad leh, then I can't do much except let him go for op.... But I guess he would be fine after the op..... But its gona take him awhile to recover again. Maybe a year.... So yup, thats the latest happenings in my life..... DAMN.....

clarification

2005-07-27T09:11:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, I think I will be clearing up some misunderstanding in my previous entry. It seems to have sent the wrong message. The last line said that I would like to stay outta a relationship for the next 3 years but at the looks of it it is not possible. The meaning of this line is to say that I would like to stay outta a relationship for the next 3 years, however, as matters of the heart are hard to predict, it is thus almost impossible for me to say that I confirm that I will not get into a relationship. So do not think that I am in love with another girl, because I'M NOT..... and I'm not intending to get into one just yet. Studies comes first. So guys, hope the meaning of my last entry has been cleared up.

Back to the point, I just woke up and check both my email account. I never receive a mail from my lecturer so I should be getting a passing grade, though might not be a flying one as I do not think I put my best into it. I think I might have Sabo-ed my teammates too, sorry guys. Then I think I just be slacking at home till 11plus when I leave my place to go for S&W. Stop for 2 weeks and today is the opening day again. I think might have lost abit of stamina I think. 2 weeks can make one reali breathless. But then again, I think the skills might have also wear off liaozzzz. I think would be quite nua.... Haha, but well, tournament is few weeks away so I think I can recover in time for it.

ubin here i come

2005-07-26T19:36:00.000+08:00

wooo hoo... went Ubin last Sun, was super fun man, first time there whereas the only times I see Ubin is only on Tv and documentries. Well, went with Robin and it was super fun, the rackey brought us all over the island and allowed me to see all the stuff that I would not see in Singapore. Such as a quarry, hornbills(and I'm swear they are big), Hawk, Wasps, rambutan tree, kampong villages and of course not forgetting Stefan's fiends, Mudskippers. HAhaha, The bike ride thru the island was wonderful man, up and down the inclines, and if one is daring, you can go down the hill at top speed man. The feeling is just not for words. Poor Robin was suffering when cycling up the hill lah, I think you need exercise lah.... HAha, but it was a great day, the bumboats were fun too, although quite noisy. So well, you can sort of say I can't wait till this Sat when I head down again. Muahahaha.

Then again, I just hope that I can stay outta a relationship for the next 3 years. Haiz... but at the look of things, I don't think so. Haiz

Sick!!!

2005-07-21T22:39:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, I'm not feeling so well today. Kinda down with flu and so went to see TCM(Traditional chinese medicine) docter. He said its in the intitial stage of flu, any later and it would have developed into a full blown flu virus. So well, I choose the right time. Though I should say its seems to be the season for flu as I saw quite a few kid and adults suffering from flu syndrome. So guys, take care man, dun fall sick. Drats, must be the chilli padi I ate that day while having steamboat at home. Now must control abit liaoz, I wana get well soon man. Feeling sick is not such a great feeling.

Anyway, I'm having recording tomorrow in the morning. So fun, first recording session of my "career" hahaha..... Oh, by the way, I'm in the mood to talk alittle about communication with friends, not from a socialogist's point of view but mine.

Well, I think first making a friend is don't try too hard to fit in with your new friends, coz sometimes when you try too hard, people might get turned off by you. Think about it, would you think the new friends know that you are a talkative fella, by talking too much one might be seen as irritating. Similarly, one should adopt different methods in making friends, one would not use the same skill on two different persons as they have too different point of view and needs. So by using the same skill it might backfire although it may be a good method. And I think one should let friends see their true colours and not use a artificial front when making friends although most are not comfortable in revealing too much of themselves, that is good for the person by not revealing too much just as one would while chatting online keeping identities secrect, however, that may pose a down side to the whole process of friend making. Because they might have made friends with you on your first impression and upon furthur interaction, they might isolate you as you may not be the kind of person that you seems to be.

Lastly, I think one should not imposed too much of their own ideas on others, what you think is right might not be seen as so by another person. And seriously, I think it turns yourself off if someone were to do it to you. Most importantly though, one should be most true to their identity and not mimick someone else who might seems to hang out better with the others. As sometimes, one is enough. Thus, it would be best to always have one's own style. Just as what I always say, two person are never the same. So yup, that my idea of interaction between friends. Cheers

(The article is written by the blogger, any similarities to any person dead or alive is purely coincidental. Apologies if anyone is offended)

2005-07-20T20:14:00.000+08:00

Hi guys,....... I'm back..... Muahahahaha. Its been a long time man. Well, I shall blog about today. I went K-boxing with my mates man, super fun can. Sang all kinds of songs such as Volare, Peng you, One Night In Beijing and many others... Super fun man, its was such an eye opener, found out that Kang Sheng is our Andy Lau(the manly voice), Von is our Si Hui Lun(cute cute one), Pam is our Stephanie Sun(the one of its kind voice), Krys is our band specialist(energy and all boy band is her best) and Joanne is still require more singing interaction to find who she represent. Then Von & Joanne went crazy over the song from Date with Vampire, they were like screaming so madly until my ear drums went burst. Then after that Von went crazy over Aaron Kwok, she was also screaming like crazy too man..... Haiz, girls, what to do.....

1st time singing with her see, so not that sure. Never mind, I'm sure I will find out sooner or later. The only regret is that I still have not complete my whole one night in beijing song yet, drats. But it was still fun. I want my Ah Xing(Shin's lead singer) Hairstyle. So cool man. Haiya..... But its going to take me awhile before I can finally grow till that length. Hahaha....

Then went editing in school, did all the necessary to get the scenes going, now still lack scene 3 to do, background music, acknowledgement and figure out how to the rendering functions to work. It sorts of hang when I start rendering..... So haiz, must figure out how to get it working. Then I got the post of Director for my final project, such a big responsibilty, but well, its a sort of dream come true for me, since I always wanted to be a Director for my freelancing when I graduate.... Hahaha, dreaming again. But hey, is it not a dream for all guys in the industry to be able to get to this prestigious post.... Hahaha, ah wells, just hope I do a good job......

de-stressed, relieved and relaxed

2005-07-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

For you guys out there who has been wondering about the happening after the last entry. I'm fine, feeling better than before, so much more relaxed and de-stress as compared to when i was in the relationship. I am now very sure that I have made the right choice and certainly no regrets, I seems to have let go of a large burden and went back to a normal life. Though, the past few days was late nights of 1 am sleeping hours due to school assignments, I do not feel any strain or pissed, instead I feel a great sense of relaxation everytime I hand in a assignment. Things seems to be at its original pace now, so much more me and lighter burden. No more worries, but just me and my life. Its so much more my kinda thing. Well, if you ask me if I regretted my choice, the answer would be a striaght and strong NO..... I do not regret.

Btw, today, we had audio tech pract test, was pretty simple, I think a B or even an A would not be a problem, it was super fun. Just cleared one and 2 more coming up. One grammar test and audio tech written paper to go. better start studying. So yah, thats the latest happenings in my life. God bless!!

it's over

2005-07-06T07:41:00.000+08:00

Its all over guys. But at least I think both of us would be much more happier if we're not together. Some of you may think that I have done something very stupid in ending this relationship, but I don't think so. Though she hates me now, but I guess, its better for her to find another guy who can give her the love and concern and time she needs. But well, one last thing that I want to do for her:

Verse:

Its hard for me to say the things I wanna say sometimes
Theres no-one here but you and me and the broken old street light
Lock the door and leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you are these five words and I

Chorus:

Thank you for lovin me
For being my eyes when I couldn't see
For parting my lips when I couldn't breathe
Thank you for lovin me
Thank you for lovin me

Verse:

I never knew I had a dream until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes the sky's a different blue
Cross my heart, I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe that you believe my lies

Chorus:

Thank you for lovin me
For being my eyes when I couldn't see
For parting my lips when I couldn't breathe
Thank you for lovin me
Thank you for lovin me

Bridge:
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drownin you would part the sea
And risk your life to rescue me

Lock the door and leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you are these five words and I

End Chorus:

Thank you for lovin me
For being my eyes when I couldn't see
For parting my lips when I couldn't breathe
Thank you for lovin me
When I couldn't fly oh you gave me wings
For parting my lips when I couldn't breathe
Thank you for lovin me
Thank you for lovin me
Thank you for lovin me

Thank you if you're reading this. Wish you all the best. Bye.

Fun weekend

2005-06-26T21:42:00.000+08:00

It was a super fun weekend for me. Though it may just be two days. Well, the week started when I went for YLM meeting, help Robin lead the rosary and it reminded me of the CC3 camp where I said a total of few hundred Hail Mary, but its still nothing compared to Rox's where she went to I think 200 over.... Well, Rox, if by chance you're reading this, why don't you really consider starting a LOM for youth?? Haha, then we were asked to grow beansprouts for the session. Its been awhile since I last grew one.

After meeting, I went to Cheryl's birthday party at her place. Its was super fun, had a buffet style kinda dinner, took lots of picture before I decided to pay my Poly mates a visit at East Coast Park(ECP). So my family came to pick me up before heading down, my sis went to blade with my cousin and stuff, while I slowly made my way down to BBq pit 4 from pit 34. It was a long walk man, its like from Coasta Sand Resort all the way to the Big Splash carpark.... Trust me, its a Long walk, so if you wana try it out yourself, well, only advice, "Brace Yourselves". Muahahahahaha.

So met my Polymates for some chat, talk about lots of stuff and had a great time laughing. I also manage to catch a moon rise. It was a beautiful sight, the moon raising from the horizon before staying up high in the sky. Quite wasted though, cause I WAS THERE WITH THE WRONG FELLAS. It be better if it was with Julia.... Don't worry k dearie, I'll send the photos to you because, my frens kinda took a few shots. But it was beatiful, the reflections in the sea and the light breeze, perfect for a couple to spend some quality time. Unfortunately, I did not get the chance. TOO BAD......

Then Sunday started with lots of fun, had a meeting to know YLM's prospective Mentor and got to know him better. Guess, its a must that we give him a try. Then went to have lunch at the coffeeshop before heading down to RCIA's music practise. Played a few songs that are required for the retreat next week, so guys, I won't be around next Sunday. Then went for Mass before heading to AMK central for the Bak Chor Mee, it is good man. How good it is, you have to try it yourself. Then we went over to Macs and stop over, in the process to "Suan" Cheryl too, hahaha, it was great fun to see her so lost and bullied. But its in the Name Of FUN. Muahahahahaha. And Cheryl, if you're reading this, take it easy yeah, it for fun, don't take it to heart.

Alrights, thats basically the summary of the stuff that I did for the weekend, and I supposed I gona knock myself out and go to dreamland. Lectures at 8am tmr. So yup, see ya guys around

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Haha, ah wells, today was quite a funky day. Had shooting at blk 52 today doing all those funny funny shots, but it was fun learning how to control the camera and control the hand movement. Was the talent for some of the shots, and some of the shots for other group, it was so funny for one of the shots we took part in... Bak Gua, hahahaha, but got no dialogue, but its okay, though it feels funny. Met Stella when i was ending the shoot. She walked by, aned I had to call after her... Well, got to see at least her passing by, though i should say it took quite long considering the fact that her course QME is sharing the same blk. Haha, well, guys, if you're reading this, it was great working with you guys for today's shoot hahha, Tomorrow is IS day, but I still haven got my PE shirt yet, because there was no stock..... Hehe, so in the end have to used the black shirt that I got for FOC...